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How did you get on and howare you doing??

Layla

i was just coming to post in here

went to college Thursday, my teacher auto picked up on how i was feeling and took me aside, i explained everything to her and she then said that i was blocking my reiki, thats wehat the rash was, heat was building up insde me and causeing me to come out in heat rash, she told me to let go of my emotions, that i was still holding them in, so i told myself to do it then praticed reiki on a class mate, i felt the reiki right away! and everyone said how hot my hands were, then my treacher went on to say that i was the most powerful in the class, and that i have to do my reiki 2 as soon as possible, it doesnt start in college till sep, as the spril class is full, but shes squeezed me in it so i dont have to wait.

Since letting my emotions go, i have been been the bitch from hell, angry, bitter, snappy, just plain horrid! but i do have 16 years worth to get rid off, poor Jase is taking it all, yesterday i threw a pen at his head while he was driving! lol not good but i couldnt help it, its like my anger is taking over me and doing things that i wouldnt normaly do.

And the best thing is, no more rash!!! so it defo was the Reiki.

After my 21 days, all anger should be gone, so im looking forward to that.

xx

Layla

not really much to post, nothing new has happened, rash gone, still bad tempered, feeling the Reiki now when i treat someone....

will post if anything changes

xx

Imi

Ohhh Good luck layla ....

Sounds really interesting! Glad your doing well hun!
xxx

Tam

Oh wow, how interesting! I have just read this thread and think it is fascinating! I really wish you all the best with it babe and look forward to reading the rest of your diary!

I don't know anything about it, what exactly is it and what are the benefits of it and how will you be able to treat people and treat them for what? Sorry hun, but I thought reiki (sp?) was a massage LOL!!! that's how much I know!

Good luck with it hun! x

Layla

its sort of like a massage, I would place my hands on you in diffrerent postions all over your body, you would feel lots of heat coming from my hands (thats if im doing it right lol) and thats what is meant to heal you.

Reiki doesnt make something go away, its not a cure, but it can help ease pain, aches and metal stress.

xx

Tam

Layla

still nothing realyl to report, the only thing i have noticed this week is being very tired all the time.

Cant go to college tonight as Charlie has a dance show, so i have to go and watch her instead.

xx

Layla

Today i move on to this Chakra...

Days 16 to 18

The Brow Chakra - Intuition and Knowing

spiritual or psychic side is hightened

Colour Purple

After looking at this just now i realised that i picked out a purple top to wear eailer today, spooky!

I have been on the throat Chakra for the past few days, and to be honest i had forgotten where i was in this detox untill someone reminded me last night, then i realised that for the past few days i have been shouting loads at everyone lol so makes sence i just cleared my throat.

Im looking forward to seeing what happens (if anything does) over the next 3 days, i am already spiritual and psychic so it will be interesting to see if this is hightend atall.

Not feeling as angry now, still a bit quick tempered, but im not lashing out as muich now which is good, and i have also thought about my issuses with my mum, and im actually thinking of contacting her maybe! i figure that if all my sisters and my dad can, then i should be able to aswell, also, 16 years worth of anger and hate has made me in to a bitter horrible person, i dont want to be this person anymore so i think i need to speak or see and forgive her to be able to let go of all these feelings. Then maybe i can finaly move on.

Will keep you posted!

xx

Tam

Ohhh Layla, it is starting to sound like some serious stuff now!!!

I hope you work it out what you have to do, but keep us posted on how it is all affecting you, it is obviously really having some major sort of effect on your emotions!