its ok, im not upset or anything, im thinking very clearly (or so i think) lol so no need for hugs, altho they are nice, thanks

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lol thinking is a bad thing it frazzles ur brain so u gunna carry on?



there gr8 eh xx

im in two minds, i think i should just in case i get my faith back, then i can practice Reiki, also coz its £50 a hour?! lol my teacher said you dont have to belive in order to do it, but i think i would feel bad chargeing for a servis i dont belive in.

But on the other hand, if i quit, then im just giving in to my feelings instead of fighting them, so i have no idea what to do at the mo lol

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id stick at it hun after all.... £50 is £50 let us know what you decide tho

Will do

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update

still dont belive in it, i think its a load of crap and a con of someones money, i have spent all day doing course work for my course, ive had to design and print a leaflet, consultation sheets, client feedback sheets, and treatment logs.
Its taken me ages and im not mind scrambled! alot of bloody work for something i dont belive in lol but i refuse to quit!

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Good for you Layla for not quitting

oh dear, its started lol...

Im not going to college tonight, im not feeling that great so i know i wont be able to sit there and pretend i belive in it all

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I've seen it work on animals though, now they can't tell you if something is working or not but it shows in otherways. i.e there is no placebo effect.

Jase has convinced me to go in for an hour just to hand in all my paper work and show my face.

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