Well here I am.. I decided to do this mainly because looking at cooneys page, and seeing the motivation she gets from doing this I should start my own!.. I am doing the weight watchers program as well (Have been slacking a little) so Writing on here I know I will stick to it because I have to weigh myself and I cant lie to you people.. whoever reads it, if anyone! haha.. So When I had callie the day after her I weighed 211.. dropped down to 207 when I started weight watchers, and I am now as of today.. 196.2.. I was less then that a while ago.. so im not sure what I did in the mean time to get back up there!.. oh well!.. so here are my pictures so far.

Just before having my daughter
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12 days after
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some time in between
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Me as of about 3 days ago
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My goal is to loose about 40 lbs.. and since i stopped going to the weight watchers meetings.. I have been in limbo, so hopefully I get some motivation doing this.... I will weigh myself again in a month and see how I do!

Edit.. I get to eat 24 points a day!

Yeah! I found your journal!
You already look fabulous to be honest. I would kill to be under 200 lbs.
Here is to motivation!

I'm so excited to see how you do! I'm sure you will be great.

well thank you.. I dont feel so fabulous that is for sure.. I was about 140.. at my lightest.. and I dont know if I will be able to be there again. but here is to hoping!.. I am so embarrased of my weight right now.. and im not to sure why.. I have never ever told my OH how much i weigh.. he says he doesnt care.. but I refuse.. Im sure he would be able to find out if he stalks me on here one day.. but who knows!!.. I want to be under 190 by my next weigh in!

Day 1..

Breakfast... weight control oatmeal.. 4 points 300 cal.
lunch veggie soup...5 points... 300 cal.
snack popcorn... 4 points...260 cal.
dinner.. chicken stirfry -rice..
Chicken..3 points...116 calories
Mixed veggies... 1 point...100 calories
100 calorie chocolate bar.... 2 points... 100 calories.

total points 19
total calories 1,176

Are you going to weigh monthly or weekly?
Hah, Wanna know something horrible? My OH weighs 135. I am 7 lbs shy of being twice his size.
It's not like he is healthy at all though. He chows down on garbage all day, never works out and is rail thin. He likes big women (regular sized women too but he also likes big women) so I'm not worried about him not being attracted to me, but I definitely don't want him to know what I weigh. It's EMBARASSING.

He totally supports me loosing weight because he knows I will be happier that way. I would love to get under 200lbs by this time next year. My ultimate goal is 150 but i would have to loose 113lbs. Seems impossible. My first goal is 230, which was my pre-pregnancy weight.

I think I am going to do it monthly.. lately I have been steping on the scale every day.. and it always goes up or down a few pounds. I am addicted to the scale.. so sometimes I go on it several times a day.. then get pissed off when I am more at night then I was in the morning.. which obviously is going to happen!.. so I need to take a step away from it.. haha.. maybe every 2 weeks at first... im not to sure.. Ill let you know though if I do decide to do it sooner then a month, i have christmas to get through and my birthday before the month is up though so Im a little scared. hAH

Just think about how great that big number at the end of the month will be! I know how hard to can be. I really want to weigh but luckily I don't own a scale. My brother is buying me on on the 28th as a late Christmas gift so I don't weigh myself before then.

This may seem extreme but you could always ask a friend to keep your scale for you. I don't think it's that crazy of an idea because a little weight gain can make one get upset and give up. That is why I weigh once a month, because it's bound to be a lower weight over all. (as long as i be good )

You can do it!!! (I'm trying to be motivating!! lol) Maybe tomorrow I'll send you some before and after pictures of people who lost weight. Those always inspire me. I'm so glad I found someone who keeps me motivated and who I can try and keep motivated. We will do it together. And you will be a yummy mummy waaay before me.

Hows it going?

well that is good that you dont own a scale! for sure.. then you would be like me fortunatly I have been good for a whole 2 days! I couldnt get on the computer last night long enough to write out what I did!!! I didnt get the calories either yesterday but I got all the points down!..

2 ww grilled cheese sandwhiches .. 4 points
pop corn... 4 points
ceasar salad.. 7 points
chicken stromboli.. 10 points!!!!!!!

so that was 25 all together.. but we ordered in and that was the healthiest thing I could choose lol Im not beating myself over it.. because i really wanted to have desert.. which would have been 10 point cake LOL!..

And it is a good thing that I have you on here because who else would keep me motivated!!!.. YOU CAN DO IT! haha I loved that.. but its true.. We can! to bad we dont live close.. or we could do some stroller fit together lol.. I am starting that too soon where a group of ladies get together with there babies and power walk ..

hey hun i just read your journal wanted to say you look amazing!!!
And good luck