do be so hard on your self - its hard to adjust

So yesterday went right down the tubes. I was tired from having next to no sleep and emotional so all I wanted to do was eat and veg out. Even though it was my rest day from EA Active so that didn't matter too much, but I sure didn't do much else! I didn't drink water, didn't eat right... in fact made a cobbler with had white processed flour, a half cup of real butter and a cup of sugar. Sure its got peaches and raspberries in it too... but yikes... the thing is like 600 calories a serving. I had about 4 yesterday.

What's worse is that I was hoping that P would take some to work with him today, thus negating my temptation but he doesn't want to share it so it is sitting on the counter.... calling me. Telling me that I want to eat its delicious fatness and to not care so much about my figure. I keep telling myself I could have a slice... then work out on the bike later. However, I know myself and later on I won't want to work out, only eat more cobbler.

Dammit. I knew it was a bad idea making it!

I also got disheartened because I weighed myself today. I know I shouldn't expect results this early but I actually went UP two pounds. I keep reminding myself that weight can fluctuate 5lbs up or down daily... but still... that really sucked. You'd think it would be more motivation to keep at it, but all it makes me want to do is eat more cobbler.

So current weight: 167lbs.

I found today's workout really easy. It focused mainly on upper body stuff. I've done factory work for the past 10 years which is 8 hours of upper body workouts daily. Not to mention my daughter is something of a porkchop and has been 24lbs for the past 3 months. Definitely an upper body workout carrying her around, and I'm big on babywearing so she's in my arms quite a bit.

Le sigh. Well, one day at a time, right?

Aww Tiff you don't suck!!
I know you can do it Good to hear you are enjoying your EA workouts - cause that makes it easier.

Have you still been having those fantastic breakfasts? They sound scrumptious! Mmmm, blueberries in the middle of winter!!!

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