Thursday last week I had my pap smear done. The nurse from my doctors clinic rung today and said, that I need to come in straight away and see my doctor. I said " yeap when next week", she said " No you need to come in tomorrow morning. So I have an appointment at 11am tomorrow ( Aussie time) .
I am shitting myself, what if I have cancer?. I am totally freaking out. What if I have been lucky enough to conceive this month, then what?. I will stop trying now, just in case .
Oh guys, I am soooooooooooo scared , I won't sleep tonight, I know it.
aw hun thats scary as all hell its happened to me before but different situation.. goodluck tomorrow.. let us know how you go, we'll be thinking of you!
Ill be thinking about your hun. Try to relax...I know easier said than done. I had a scare on my last pap. They found atypacal(sp) cells. Did some more testing and it cleared itself up.
Thankyou all so much for your kind words and well wishes. It is now 3:30am here in Aussie and hubby has just left for work ( was going to stay home, but they are short on workers). I haven't slept much, I keep worrying. My girlfriend is coming with me to the doctors so that is some comfort. Well I will let you all know how it turns out ( I have had an abnormal smear before, but this time she sounded quite worried and wants to see me like Now).
Anyway, thankyou all so much and I will let you know as soon as I get back.
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its happened to me before but different situation.. goodluck tomorrow.. let us know how you go, we'll be thinking of you!
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