So, DH couldnt TTC this month but has made it clear that June it is - which is sooo positive from someone who has been vaugue about starting AND we've stopped using protection - using the reverse gear method - ha ha my freinds description.
So I have weaned down to half a med (but am ready to stop yay). was feeling very down yesterday but i think it was the stress of the project i am on
. Also i need to realise that I am going to have down days - moods change. i decided to tell hubby i was feeling south and that i needed some time to chill and read my trashy novel and be next to him and have an early night. he was sooo understanding. well, i woke up feeling much better.
so he didnt realise this morning that i was still on meds and panicked (typically) about the off chance one of his spermies got through - i told him that if we get
then i will think this kid is the messiah and there is no way a few pills (or ciggies
) will make one iota of a difference.
very proud of myself for NOT getting panicked and down :-)
Hope you all enjoying your month and yeeehhhaaaaw - on to June baby!!!
... You should be proud of yourself
to come hopefully next weekend. I know we probably won't last that long. But HEY!!! nice if we don't. 
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