Sambatiki

Hey porkpie.

Keep ur chin up!!! BIG FAT

porkpie1981

no blood yet

God its times like this i wonder why i didnt pay more attention to my cycle when i wasnt ttc as at least i would know how long after getting that af feeling does the bleeding start.

O well tomorrow is the big day

porkpie1981

O yes 4got to add that today i had to go back to bed for 2 hrs and yestersday i slept in the daytime for 4 hrs 9 (and still was able to sleep last nite).
Just meantioning this incase i get a

tho saying this i have a sore throat and ear so mybe im getting sumthing

porkpie1981

Rite another and today my should arrive

O well u know me i will keep testing each morning until i get a (looks unlikely now) or arrives

Sambatiki

Hi Girlies!!

Had a bit of a 'moment' last night. We started getting 'giggy' with it!! using NO protection. But I completely freaked out and made him use protection???!!!! As you can see by my ticker it could have been a good time to conceive. But I was soooo afraid. For someone who wants a baby soooo badly why did I react like that. I know Im scared of MCing again... but this is ridiculous.

Has anyone else felt like that?? Or am I a wierdo



Kerry xxx

porkpie1981

I think i know what u mean cause if i was gte a i would also freak

Sambatiki

I think its probably best if we do wait, as Im clearly not ready... But I soooo want to be I never thought I'd be like this.

maccy

Kerry - Big , it's so hard init.

Porkpie - I'm still checking in with ya hun, it's not over till the flies in.

Sambatiki

Maccy - Thanks treacle
I wish I wasn't so indecisive. Maybe we should go for it and deal with it as and when!! Would it really make a diff now or in 3 months??? I swear Im a lunatic!!

maccy

Of course your not, We did IT then I started crying and panicking that I'd get a and that I'd loose it again. I really want a baby and asap but that dosen't stop it being the scariest thing eva. I've got one little girl and both with her and my m/c as soon as we saw the lines on the test we were overjoyed so happy and dancing round the house but the next time I see them lines I know I'm gonna be stressing and worrying it's taken all the fun and innocence out of it, I think that's what it is.