Grrrr!

Melly · Feb 8th, 2010, 08:09 AM

im so angry.

have been finding things so hard to cope with since losing our baby in December. Thats been bad enough, but then with the worry of my health (underactive thyroid now diagnosed, and undiagnosed liver problem atm) its made it worse. We were told we cant ttc again until my thyroid levels are sorted (around 3-4mths apparently) which im finding hard, because i had come to the conclusion in order to stop myself feeling desperately upset i needed to ttc and have something to focus on, and then that was taken away.

2 weeks after i lost our baby, one of my best mates announced she was pregnant, and was due days after i had been, which hit me like a ton of bricks. Then out of nowhere my other best mate told me she was also pregnant and it had been an accident.
since then there seems to be a steady stream of friends who have announced their happy news, alot of which seem to think i need to know first 'just so i know'...WHHHHYYYYYYYY?!

ive had ENOUGH of it all! i cant cope with anymore of it

mightyspu · Feb 8th, 2010, 08:19 AM

I am so sorry Melly, I did'nt want to read and run, but

to you. I know nothing can take the place of your beautiful angel, and anything I say is unlikely to make you feel any better. I only wish there was a "cure" for how you are feeling. Hopefully they will get you on the right meds straight away and you won't have to wait too long to get back in the saddle. Could you find something else to focus on for the time being (I know nothing will be measurable to ttc) like a diy project or fitness regime or new sport or something that can go towards ttc??

Feb 8th, 2010, 08:09 AM	#1
Melly On a break (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Surrey Posts: 109	Grrrr! im so angry. have been finding things so hard to cope with since losing our baby in December. Thats been bad enough, but then with the worry of my health (underactive thyroid now diagnosed, and undiagnosed liver problem atm) its made it worse. We were told we cant ttc again until my thyroid levels are sorted (around 3-4mths apparently) which im finding hard, because i had come to the conclusion in order to stop myself feeling desperately upset i needed to ttc and have something to focus on, and then that was taken away. 2 weeks after i lost our baby, one of my best mates announced she was pregnant, and was due days after i had been, which hit me like a ton of bricks. Then out of nowhere my other best mate told me she was also pregnant and it had been an accident. since then there seems to be a steady stream of friends who have announced their happy news, alot of which seem to think i need to know first 'just so i know'...WHHHHYYYYYYYY?! ive had ENOUGH of it all! i cant cope with anymore of it

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Feb 8th, 2010, 08:19 AM	#2
mightyspu Mum (Mom) BnB Elite Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: West Berkshire Posts: 11,286	I am so sorry Melly, I did'nt want to read and run, but to you. I know nothing can take the place of your beautiful angel, and anything I say is unlikely to make you feel any better. I only wish there was a "cure" for how you are feeling. Hopefully they will get you on the right meds straight away and you won't have to wait too long to get back in the saddle. Could you find something else to focus on for the time being (I know nothing will be measurable to ttc) like a diy project or fitness regime or new sport or something that can go towards ttc??

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