I'm actually feeling ok today. I got myself into a bit of a depression about the whole thing and couldn't see a way out. DH sat me down and explained Beau wasn't coming back and I had to accept that otherwise I'd never move on.

So planning another baby is giving me something to concentrate on at the moment. I'm desperate to give life to a baby but it does make me feel very selfish Definately no more babies after that though, I'm terrified of being pregnant after what has happened!

Your sig is so cute! I really hope you guys can get through this together.

So glad your feeling ok!! Depression is completely understandable!! Bless DH. Its so good that you two have stayed close. Me and OH did seem to drift apart a bit after it happened...Its good that you've got something to concentrate on, but dont push yourself! It wont happen untill your ready. You need time to grieve. I totally agree about being terrified of being pregnant! I really want my BFP this month, but then i'm terrified its going to happen again...
Take care, and i'm always here for you...xxxxx