Just need to vent :/

tabletop · Jan 28th, 2012, 05:28 AM

I don't know how much more of this I can take. I mean ever since 1 DPO my chances were looking good, all the right symptoms, first TTW with nausea and continuous cramping, even snotty yellow cm! Then all of a sudden... poof all gone

. Boobs still hurt and in the afternoon into night I do kind of get stabbing cramp that sometimes seem to radiate all the way to the outside of my vagina, as well as a runny, snotty nose, but I just have this gut feeling that nasty

is coming for me. AF is due on the 1st of Feb and I am absolutely dreading it!
Why oh why! I am dying to test, even though I know what they result will be. I know if I test I will just be heartbroken, since I just know that

just wont appear

to everyone who is trying, I hope there is better luck then mine out there this month xx
Keep strong lovlies

piya · Jan 28th, 2012, 05:53 AM

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Originally Posted by tabletop

I don't know how much more of this I can take. I mean ever since 1 DPO my chances were looking good, all the right symptoms, first TTW with nausea and continuous cramping, even snotty yellow cm! Then all of a sudden... poof all gone

. Boobs still hurt and in the afternoon into night I do kind of get stabbing cramp that sometimes seem to radiate all the way to the outside of my vagina, as well as a runny, snotty nose, but I just have this gut feeling that nasty

is coming for me. AF is due on the 1st of Feb and I am absolutely dreading it!
Why oh why! I am dying to test, even though I know what they result will be. I know if I test I will just be heartbroken, since I just know that

just wont appear

to everyone who is trying, I hope there is better luck then mine out there this month xx
Keep strong lovlies

hi tabletop,
Thanks for the baby dust, i have the same symptoms except that i get cramps on my left side pelvic region for short period too, i also suppose to have AF on 1st feb. lets wait n watch.
I decided i will test on 4th feb. not to be heartbroken soon. from last 6 cycles the duration was 30 days.
i will pray for u too. lots of baby dust to you.

maisie78 · Jan 28th, 2012, 05:56 AM

I could have wrote your post about myself

I am also due around the 31st/1st and have been having all the right symptoms, that is until yesterday. I haven't been able to resist and have tested twice even though I know it's probably too early but I've read so many threads about getting a BFP after only 10 dpo and shock horror both have been BFN. I think af is going to get me and I was so sure this month. Just feel a bit cr*ppy and stupid for hoping now

So you vent away hun, I'm right with you xxxxxxx

tabletop · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:00 AM

I just baffles me that we can continue to get all these symptoms, appearing one after the other and yet she still manages to create her warpath every month. I don't know whether I will have the strength to try again next month... It is all just so mentally and physically, draining, all the symptom spotting, the charting, the waiting.

I sincerely hope you lovely ladies get that long awaited

this month

maisie78 · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:03 AM

And to you

I know we're not out until the

arrives so there is still a chance of a

Let's try not to lose hope yet xxxx

tabletop · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:06 AM

I admire your strength and faith Maisie xx I would love it if you ladies kept me updated on how everything turns out. I will be sure to do the same

piya · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:10 AM

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Originally Posted by tabletop

I just baffles me that we can continue to get all these symptoms, appearing one after the other and yet she still manages to create her warpath every month. I don't know whether I will have the strength to try again next month... It is all just so mentally and physically, draining, all the symptom spotting, the charting, the waiting.

I sincerely hope you lovely ladies get that long awaited

this month

please dear dont get upset, we all are here to help each other. You will definitely have strength to try next month too if AF does appear.
The babies are gifted to us by god.
charting, symptom spotting is tiring n boring if AF comes.
I had managed to just know of ovulation then get myself busy in work. symptoms i match with other people on the TTC AND avoid telling to my DH.
you also stop stressing too much. it will disturb our routine cycles.
I wish we all get BFP together soon.
loads of BABY DUST for u.

tabletop · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:14 AM

xxxxxxxxxxx It's just nice to know that I am actually not alone, even when it feels like I am the only one who just can't seem to get it right. Thank god we are women, if men had to go through all this, most probably would curl up in the fetal position whimpering lol. When are you lovely ladies thinking about testing next? xx

piya · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:45 AM

hi,
I will test late actually on 4th feb.BUT my AF due on 31st. I just cant see BFN so better to wait then feel depressed looking at stip after every night, every hour... I have been through it earlier.
I carry strip in my lappy to dental clinic. feel happy at least i have not wasted it in past 2 months. as AF was delayed by 2-3 days.
Loads of baby dust to you.

tabletop · Jan 28th, 2012, 06:55 AM

I am due on the 1st, so I think I might do the same as you and wait a couple of days after to test if the

doesn't show. Best of luck, keep me posted on how it goes love xx

Jan 28th, 2012, 05:28 AM	#1
tabletop Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Australia Posts: 165	Just need to vent :/ I don't know how much more of this I can take. I mean ever since 1 DPO my chances were looking good, all the right symptoms, first TTW with nausea and continuous cramping, even snotty yellow cm! Then all of a sudden... poof all gone. Boobs still hurt and in the afternoon into night I do kind of get stabbing cramp that sometimes seem to radiate all the way to the outside of my vagina, as well as a runny, snotty nose, but I just have this gut feeling that nasty is coming for me. AF is due on the 1st of Feb and I am absolutely dreading it! Why oh why! I am dying to test, even though I know what they result will be. I know if I test I will just be heartbroken, since I just know that just wont appear to everyone who is trying, I hope there is better luck then mine out there this month xx Keep strong lovlies

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Jan 28th, 2012, 05:56 AM	#3
maisie78 Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: UK Posts: 157	I could have wrote your post about myself I am also due around the 31st/1st and have been having all the right symptoms, that is until yesterday. I haven't been able to resist and have tested twice even though I know it's probably too early but I've read so many threads about getting a BFP after only 10 dpo and shock horror both have been BFN. I think af is going to get me and I was so sure this month. Just feel a bit cr*ppy and stupid for hoping now So you vent away hun, I'm right with you xxxxxxx

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Jan 28th, 2012, 06:00 AM	#4
tabletop Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Australia Posts: 165	I just baffles me that we can continue to get all these symptoms, appearing one after the other and yet she still manages to create her warpath every month. I don't know whether I will have the strength to try again next month... It is all just so mentally and physically, draining, all the symptom spotting, the charting, the waiting. I sincerely hope you lovely ladies get that long awaited this month

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Jan 28th, 2012, 06:03 AM	#5
maisie78 Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: UK Posts: 157	And to you I know we're not out until the arrives so there is still a chance of a Let's try not to lose hope yet xxxx

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Jan 28th, 2012, 06:06 AM	#6
tabletop Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Australia Posts: 165	I admire your strength and faith Maisie xx I would love it if you ladies kept me updated on how everything turns out. I will be sure to do the same

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Jan 28th, 2012, 06:14 AM	#8
tabletop Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Australia Posts: 165	xxxxxxxxxxx It's just nice to know that I am actually not alone, even when it feels like I am the only one who just can't seem to get it right. Thank god we are women, if men had to go through all this, most probably would curl up in the fetal position whimpering lol. When are you lovely ladies thinking about testing next? xx

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Jan 28th, 2012, 06:45 AM	#9
piya Waiting To Try (WTT) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Posts: 162	hi, I will test late actually on 4th feb.BUT my AF due on 31st. I just cant see BFN so better to wait then feel depressed looking at stip after every night, every hour... I have been through it earlier. I carry strip in my lappy to dental clinic. feel happy at least i have not wasted it in past 2 months. as AF was delayed by 2-3 days. Loads of baby dust to you.

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Jan 28th, 2012, 06:55 AM	#10
tabletop Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Australia Posts: 165	I am due on the 1st, so I think I might do the same as you and wait a couple of days after to test if the doesn't show. Best of luck, keep me posted on how it goes love xx

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