I thought i might as well start a Diary, makes it easier to explain everything from the past etc and i guess a way to keep my feelings clear rather than bottled.

Im so crap at writing Diaries but here goes.

A little background,
Me and Rob met in April 2003 on my 16th birthday, moved in with him in Dec 2003.
I am currently 20 and Rob is currently 32

In Nov 2004, Robs sister found out she was pregnant. From then we started thinking about babies ourselves. We got broody so as of Dec 2004 we started TTC.

In April 2005 we decided the timing wasnt right so i went back onto the pill. I wanted to go to college so that also played a part in the decision.

July 2005, i got accepted into college but starting to feel broody again (both of us)

Sept 2005 the broodiness overcome me, i was in tears not knowing what to do. I wanted to at least get half way through college before TTC again. I felt like being on the pill was a decision made for me and i didnt like it.
We had a long talk and ended up in Rob throwing my pills in the bin lol!
We decided whatever happened we would deal with it.
I still completed college

(more to come i just need to get dressed for work lol)

For the start of your new journey

Aug 2005 went to see my GP. 11 months had passed and nothing. Routine blood tests were done, results were hormone levels werent quite right and thyroid was boderline underactive. A referral to the hospital was sent.

Sept 2006, had my first appointment and the routine blood tests done again as well as Robs test.
Oct 2006, Results of blood tests in. Possible PCOS was shown. Robs test was fine. Another referral to another hospital sent, waiting list unfortunatley was 10 months long.

8th Aug 2007, Finally got around to my appointment.
What happened can be found here My appointment

Next appointment Sept 19th.....

Looking forward to reading your story as it develops

Today is cd14.
Ive been using opks to see if theres sign of me ovulating and so far they arte still very negative.
Past few months ive been at 28-29 day cycles so surely i would have seen something come up by now, even just the opks starting to get darker.

I know i could still ovulate but honestly i just have this gut feeling that i wont.
Blood tests should confirm either way anyways.

CD15, just took an opk and theres finally change happening

Its not positive yet, but its alot less "negative" than the past ones have been.

First blood test tomorrow. Only a matter of weeks untill my next appointment now.
I feel quite impatient to get these tests done and see what the next step is.

Robs mum told us today her neighbour is pregnant. Its such a kick in the teeth, she is obese, eats takeaways everyday and smokes like a chimney. How can someone who abuses her body so badly get pregnant so easily??
And on top of that she already has two kids but all she does is scream and shout at them.

It's terrible, isn't it? It always seems like the people who deserve it least get PG the easiest.

Sorry just ask a Q on your other post - Ignore it

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Just back from the doctors, had the first test done.

Went in expecting to have one vial done, I actually had 5!

Another perfect example of the lack of communication around here.
My doctor has decided to do some other tests including glucose, liver and thyroid. Again, no communication- the hospital already took bloods for thyroid 3 weeks ago!
At least if they say the same thing then the results will definatley be confirmed.


my arm wouldnt stop bleeding after, now it feels like the energy got drained out of it