Feeling sad tonight.
Rob told me his workmate told him today that him and his girlfriend were expecting.
Cant help feeling sad and jealous, even more so this time as Rob admitted he feels the same.

And to add on top of that, 15dpo and a bfn this morning.

Sorry to hear that AG. How are your tests and things coming along? Have you had any results yet?

I got all the results of the blood test.
Everything fine.

One set said i wasnt ovulating and the next set said i was, theyre treating me as ovulating by myself and not needing help with that.

Im just waiting on a laparoscopy date now.

Time to update:

I got my Laparoscopy date last week for Dec 5th. I was a bit umming and aahhing about it as AF would have due right before, they like AF to be over and done with for the surgery.

Luckily AF turned up two days ago so itll be finished well before.

I went for my pre assesment yeterday, that went fine. No probs.

Just counting down now.....

A few weeks ago Rob told me his workmare was expecting, both of us felt happy for them but with the feelings of "why cant it be us?"

He told me yesterday that his workmates gf was unwell, we think shes MCed.

Had the laparoscopy three days ago.
Results showed nothing physically wrong. Great news obv but still a bit confusing for me.
No physical problems, no hormonal problems but 27 months later were still trying....Seems a bit of a long time to just be a timing problem doesnt it?

BIG

what next hun?

x

Appointment on he 19th to find out the next step.
From here im clueless to even guess any possibilities.

It is great news that your lap found no problems. Often you hear that after this procedure quite a few women will fall pregnant naturally as it can flush out your tubes. Now that would be great news!
-I know what you mean about your normal results being confusing - Its like if they had found a problem, you would be treated for it and pregnant in no time. By all your results being normal it feels like your back at square one.
-I really know how you feel because it took us 5 yrs to get my son.
I often used to wonder how the hell people could get pregnant after having sex just once when it seemed so bloody hard for us. When you think about it we only have 12 fertile period a year, lasting as short as 36 hrs a time - I didn't even have that as my cycles were so long and unpredictable.

-You will get there though in the end. Have you thought about maybe having a few sessions of holistic thearapy such as accupuncture or Reflexology? They can be really effective if you can find a practitioner who knows a little bit about using it to aide fertility- I had reflexology for a short period before I finally concieved my son, allthough I had still got fertility drugs in my system which perhaps helped too.

Anyway just wanted to say I know how you feel and I got there in the end, I'm sure you will too.

Thanks Rachie
Ive been wanting to get reflexology for a few months now but just havent gotten around to it, plus the money side aswell at £30 a session.