i dont really know how to start this but im married with a 3 year old son, 3 months ago i miscarried at 12 weeks with a very much wanted second child. it left me deverstated. we have been ttc ever since my periods returned straight away and the first 2 were normal, althoe the 3rd one wasnt it was just a discharge so now im worried that i wont be able to concieve if my periods arnt normal. so thats the story so far.
althoe i found out this afternoon that my hubbys brothers other half is expecting her 4th child. the thing is 3 of them shes given them up to het ex partner so that leaves judt the one and the one to be.
we and the hubby havant spoke to her for nearly a year as she always causeing trouble. and i know this souns selfish but when i found out she was pregnant i just cried as i couldnt help thinking that she didnt deseve to b pregnant and y is it not me.
please feel free to add comments to keep us all going. babydust to us all.x
my hubby doesnt understand how i feel and seems to think i should be getting over it by now and moving on. but he didnt carry that baby for 12 weeks with morning sickness I DID. and now i cant help thinking that i wont fall again.
well thats it 4 today ive had my rant.x
well not much to tell today alls ok im feeling more my self. also trying to find a little part time job as my son going to play school one session every day now getting him ready 4 school next year!!!!
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