Hello
A journal seems a great way to get stuff off your chest without driving the husband mad with too much I WANT A BABY talk!!
So i've been doing persona for about 6 months this is my 9th month trying without success. stopped using the persona this month as driving me crazy getting obsessed last month no o either so getting paranoid. so this month doing it differently having
every 2to3 days and more if we want to, which i feel more relaxed about than a red light telling me too. prob be back on it next month if no
but somehow feel more positive. got a blood test tomorrow am, to see whats going on with me. had 2 already bit dodgy so another before dr refers me. my brain doesn't want to acknowledge a prpb though. i'e 2 beautiful children so i'm sure they're can't really be. but i got the
first month with them both so this is all a bit odd. i have some probs with a prolapse which needs operating on, but can't have kids after it . i think this pressure isn't helping. feel like i have a time limit. also still have leaky boobs, i stopped feeding 9 months ago, so this is odd too. blimy i've gone on a bit more than i intended to. given the oh a rest though!! i'm cd 13 today by the way.
didn't say much about my family, i'm 35 dh 46. have a little girl called evie shes 2 yrs 7 months. little boy dylan 15 months. both asolubptly gorgeous!!
You may think i'm mad wanting #3 so soon, but had a rough birth with evie, she was 10 lb 11oz, had a forcep delivery which caused internal damage. got pg when evie 7 months, so body hadn't had chance to recover. had dylan month early he was 8lb 11oz so just as well! this though caused more probs and now have a bowel prolapse which needs repairing. only trouble is i won't be able to have any more kids, hence i'd like to have one more before op. but my body seems to have other ideas though!! i know its not pleasant and i find people try ignor what i'm saying, but its happening to my body so i can't ignor it. so sorry if you think it revolting!
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