destiny27

I've never done one of these before and thought id give it a go, cant promise to fill it with garbage every day but ill try.

I'm 27 and oh is 39, im a mother of 3 sons who are 9, 7 and 4 so im ttc #4
oh has a daughter who sadly passed away after birth so hopefully this will be #2 for him if all goes to plan.

bit worried at the moment as its our 4th month of trying and have had fairly regular cycles of 28/30 days,

cd 19 today 5dpo and started bleeding but not a proper bleed like af, its light and more mixed in with cm... started on wednesday as a dot of blood in cm, and carried on. if it was af shown early it be like a flood (sorry tmi lol)

been feeling sick since yesterday, lack of appetite and oh has to force me to eat, not literally lol) my boobs are bloated but not sore, had a head ache all day yesterday and the smell of my oh's chilli dip mad me wanna gag, strange... lol

more later maybe

destiny27

woke up this morning feeling sick, sore throat and stuffy nose, not making anything of it as I'm still bleeding and crampy

another argument last night with oh

dont know how much i can take before I burst

he makes my head hurt sometimes

on a high note I'm going to see my mum in a couple of weeks

destiny27

At last the bleeding has stopped

past few mornings i have woken up feeling sick, i eat something then im fine, then a little bit later ifeel sick and cant stomach anything, I have been tired to and have a cold coming, i cant even stomach chocolate, one little bit and i wanna throw up

if the bleeding was af early then its strange as it wasnt overly heavy like af is, and just started and stopped as it wanted for 4 or 5 days, i didnt have the sore boobs or the cramps i tend to get with af, i had no warning whats so ever

i just want my body back to normal so i can get on with ttc

hope im feeling better soon

Chris77

I"m glad the bleeding has stopped. I'm sorry you and OH are fighting though -I'm sure you guys will work it out. Welcome to the journals!

Here's some to help you get started!

destiny27

we havent had an argument for most of the weekend, finally he has learnt if i go upstairs it means 'leave me alone' lol

had a bd session last night

still woke up feeling sick and like an upset stomach feeling lower down in my stomach but no upset stomach

TashaAndBump

I'm glad that things are a bit better with your OH. Hopefully they will get back to normal soon...

Sorry you're not feeling too hot. I think there's something going around - hubby has come down with something this morning and half of my family have it too, not to mention the whole village in which they live and the vicar who just married off my sister! lol

Hope you feel better soon x