This is my ttc journal-pray god it is a short one.
I'll start with a wee introduction - I'm Ann Marie, 22 and live with my fiance. Last month we decided that the time was right for us to finally start ttc after my next

and so the last few weeks we've just been waiting for her to rear her head (hopefully for the last time if we're REALLY lucky!)
I have had problems with the

for quite a long time now-ever since going on the depo injection about four years ago but I didn't know the extent of the problems until I came off the bcp about 2 years ago.
TMI alert to follow but I just want anyone who wants to follow my journal to know the full story...when I first came off the bcp the

came and decided she'd like to stay...for 6 months!!! Finally managed to get rid of her after being put on 9 progesterone tablets a day for 3 months.
I then had the opposite problem as once I got rid of her, she didn't want to come back and I didn't have another af for another 4 months. The doctors finally decided that they were gona do some investigating when---just like that---she showed up and since then she has been (relatively) regular.
My cycle dates since last October have been as follows: 34, 36, 35, 49, 57, 43, 36 so they definately seem to be coming with some sort of regularity-the times where it was longer specifically relate to the two months when I had exam stress.
So that's us completely up to date-today is day 35 of my cycle so I have everything crossed that she is going to show up in the next couple of days and if so the Doctor has told me to assume I have a cycle length of 36 days.
Also today I have started to feel some af symptoms which is definately a good sign-bloated, tired and have shouted at poor df twice today so all the normal signs
I have been on BnB for a few weeks now and have been so so so looking forward to getting to this stage and once

turns up I can write up CYCLE DATE 1 and get out of this limbo which I feel like I've been stuck in for so long as I waited for my body to regulate before trying.
So that's about all for now-if you've managed to read to this stage u've done pretty well and I can't wait to share my journey with everyone on hear as I have seen how supportive everyone is of one another and feel proud to be becoming a part of that.
So for now...roll on CD1