I thought that I would start logging my thoughts and feelings on this wierd and wonderful journey.... that is TTC.
A little bit about myself.
I am 26 living with my fabulous fiance. We have been together now for 4 wonderful (and at times testing) years.
DF proposed to me last christmas, by wrapping a up a t-shirt with a picture of us on the front and 'WILL YOU MARRY ME' in huge big letters on the back.
We were due to get married in 2010 but that has no all been put on the back burner.
April 26th this year was one of the saddest days of my life

. This was the day that we lost our special little beanie at 7wks. Beanie was not planned but by no means not loved. Unfortantley that day was also our engagement party. Never in my life has it been so hard to keep a smile on my face when the whole time my heart was breaking.
Now only 3 months on we have made the biggest decision of lives to try and create beautiful child.
So Im excited to say that the journey has officially begun!!!!
