Shinning_Star

Awww hunni, just dropped by to say hi and by the way we're all entitled to feel a bit sorry for ourselves sometimes esp on our ttc rollercoaster.

I had a chemical preg last cycle and I was ok, cos knew it wasn't really quite a bean just yet, but stil the feeling overwhelmed me for a couple days. My sis is preggers to she's now nine weeks, and it's her first my second and although I am completly happy for her and I don't as such wish it was me, but I do wish I was being a bump buddy with her. Alas, these things are set to try us all.

I did have a mc a few years ago know and it completly tore me apart, i'd had no idea about loosing babies etc when I lost my first. I think the huge key is too keep talking abt it, if ya feel own then allow yourself to wallow, just try not to let it take over your life.

Wishing you all the best and looks like your in your 2ww so best of luck to you hunni, might even be 1ww if ya day 18 in cycle. Best of luck sweetie.

Sambatiki

Thanks hun.

Im feeling alot more positive today!! YEYYY!

Do you think I could test in 10 days time or would that be too early??? Im sure you know how it is. Just wanting to know whether all that has paid off!!

Whoever said that ignorance is bliss, is a big fat liar!!!!!
However the person who said that the best things come to those who wait...... wasn't far wrong!!!

Wishing you loads of luck shinning star for this month .

Anyway what you doing on here??? you should be !! Now get to bed!!

Sambatiki

DF is away again!! But we had a lovely open and frank conversation. He is soo excited about becoming a Father one day, that it brings me to tears . I really hope that someday soon I will be able to make him the proud father that he aspires to be. Bless him he wanted me to this morning, but as you can see from my ticker its a tad to early yet.
Its his birthday 7th August and mine on the 9th so Im hoping that I can give him the best early present ever!! !!

Speaking of which I wanted to do something for his birthday but Im not sure what to do??? Any ideas welcome

Sambatiki

I just logged my symptoms on mymonthlycycles.

If I get my on a 28 day cycle it would be in 6 days time. Looking back at last cycle 6 days before I am having the same symptoms So Im not getting my hopes up.

Im hoping that OPK's will arrive today so I know I'll have them in time for next month. With any luck if the does arrive I'll be back to a 28 day cycle.

Sambatiki

They have finally arrived today in the post.

And of course they include 5 HPT's too!! So now I have 6 to use.

Shinning_Star

LOL hunni, looking at ya ticker ya might be able to test, but we all know the longer we wait the more chance we have of being disheartened.

Glad I'm not the only one who likes this excuse to be a nympho bring it on! HEHE!

I can't really say yay or not tbh this month, I do however think I'm feeling fairly normal, I can't remember when I started to feel ill last month before the chemical pregnancy? But as someone else put it, I think I had too mnay symptoms too early on for that one! So here's to no symptoms and a lmao!

Hope ya getting plenty of bdin done, I'm at hme alone, so no bdin for me well not until tomor 5 am, hehe! LOL but just for the fun of it seeing as I've already ov'd, but ya never know right? teehee.

Sambatiki

Thanks hun!! Ive decided Im not going to until the 23rd as that is the sensible thing to do. Otherwise all I'll be doing is wondering if a is not the right result. ifykwim. Best of luck for you this month!!

Last night and today Ive had awful backache. DF gave me a massage but it hasn't seemed to help. Im really not to hopeful this month now as I think that if I remember correctly I had loads of CM when I was preggers last time. Atm I have none at all. Oh well atleast I won't be too disappointed if the does arrive this month.

Sambatiki

I caved in!!!! So much waiting for 23rd!! Anyway !!!
Crappity crap crap!! Nevermind!! Will leave it now until the weekend to unless the turns up. Im determined that I will not get to bogged down each month if the keeps appearing. As long as Im not here in 12 months time.

I think I have well and truly lost my mojo!! We haven't for almost a week. All I want to do is cuddle?? WTF. Normally Im a raving nympho that drops her pants at the mere sight of DF. I think I might be turning into an old granny DF thinks Im having an some elicit affair (he's not serious).

Then.... DF tells me that he's going to be away around OV time next month ARRRGGGHHHH !! Then he had the cheek to say 'what's the difference between then and september'. I know he's trying to make light of the situation and he is actually right (for once). But I am GUTTED!!

Symptoms today..

Sore @@'s
Slight cramping

is on her way

Snowdrop

Hello!

Thank you so much for the Mojo thread! Having met you there I thought it would be nice to come and say hello properly.

Hope the stays away for you - you're not out until she arrives!

This TTC journey malarky is a tad frustrating eh?

Good luck

*Sam's Mojo*

Sambatiki

Thanks hun!!!

Ive decided Im going to chill out about it all!! No point in getting stressed about it all. It doesn't help anyone!! How long have you been trying?