Hmmmm, the love story?
LOL well nothing superific. OK, I started working for Specsavers in January 2007 and met two of my now great mates. I left Specsavers in August 2007, due to erm very un-professional dealings, they had no idea how to run a business and it drove me wild, plus one of my mates was being bullied, hence I left cldn't handle their lack of professionalism.
I'm gonna try and keep to the point, lol anyway I left Specsavers and stayed in touch with my two great mates. Anyway one day back IN December 2007, I was online to my mate chatting away and she was nattering to an old school mate, anyway she asked if she'd mind if she included him and she did. Well you can prob guess the rest. My mate was hardly ever online but me and her old school mate chatted to all hours of the night, all day and phoned eache other every weekend, our text's were well into the thousands.
At the time he was seeing someone else as was I tbh, but both of us were kinda just involved casually with them, neither of us were in love, they others were just ahehmmm, *whistles* buddies.
Anyway we both kinda denied anything would happen cos we lived a distance fom one another, neither of us could drive and it would mean one of us would have to up and leave and I sure as hell wasn't gonna compromise! (ahem!) So we arranged to meet just as mates we were gonna take the kids out together to the London museums. Well Love tunred round and bit my right on the arse! Cos I certainly weren't planning to accept I'd fallen for someone over the internet, but when we met well I cannot explain, it wa like we'd never spent a moment with anyone else. We just were and nothing could be allowed to get in our way, so I ahem compromised! As his daughter was already in school and mine hadn't started yet, his daughter saw her mum at weekends, my son has nothing to do with his so called bio father. So it came to pass that we me and my ds moved up to him.
Now I was married at eighteen and was completly in love with my ex hubby and it broke my heart when he cheated on me and we divorced. I NEVER IN ALL MY DAYS thought I could love someone more than I had before, be so complete with someone, completly trust someone with everything 150%. But I did I found my now dp, and so I would say don't ever give up if you think you've had your one big love, cos you really haven't if it didn't work out!
Anyway we moved in with him in June after I handed in my notice, and we kinda there and then decided that we wld not not try. If it happened it wld be a complete blessing and who are we to get in the way of nature and fate, seeing as fate really did bring us together.
The odds of my dp and my mate being online are really small, neither are ever online on messenger, but this one day well they both were and it was meant to be, what more can I say. As we talked about our histories etc we found out that we were passing each others footsteps for years, we both even got married the same month and year. The day, month, year his daughter was born was the day a baby I m/c was due. He was dating someone just down the road from me when I lived in northamptonshire. So strange oh and for some random reason his hotmail account has the name and year a genesis album was realised and it's my dob. So many things it's weird.
But there we go, no meeting across the room, no huge romantic scene, just alot of things lined up in our lives and finally we crossed paths and neither of us will ever ever look back.
It's so completly right, we've talked abt getting engaged, lol even looked at rings, but i told him he has to do it right lol full on down on knees proposal, so i'll let ya know when that one happens. A baby between us just feels so right, we both wanted more children and now we've been given a chance.
As a person who is complete believer in fate and reads tarot cards, knows abt cosmic coincidences etc it has all just completly clicked together and nothing in my life has ever felt so right. (ds aside I guess.)
Haha so there ya go, nothing too exciting.
cos was hardly big or fat was very faint infact. 
the day before due, and hence she arrived on day she was expected. Although this one wasn't normal it was very very light and lasted one day less than normal, go figure hey! 
for your journey and wishing you loads of luck.
glad you've started a journal so we can all keep an eye on you! Good luck (not) TTC! 
Wishing you all the best on your TTC journey xxx
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