Ha Ha no seriously I didn't test cos I read up on chemical pregnancy's even posted a bit abt them in ttc, and also abt hcg and apparently it doubles every 48 hours, So i figured, i'd get a good dark line tomor morning. Not long know. You know when i'll be happy when i pee on that stick and don't have to wait to secs for the test line to come up! Want it to come up before the tst line as soon as the pee hits the whatever it is that reacts! LOL.
I have to say, I'm starting to feel a bit guilty about all these ladies who've been trying for ages, I keep worrying that my ff ticker is throwing it in someones face and I so do not want to do that! I hope loads of my cycle buddies get their
's this month, it wld be wonderful to find everyone had to move over.
So as mentioned didnt test this morning dur to hcg only doubling every 48 hrs, although the six tests I have done have been getting darker! Fingers crossed this is it. I am just sooo terrified, everytime i get a bit exctied it's tinged with fear and then I think well once AF not shown I'll be ok, but I know I won't I'll be nevrous wreck the whole time! I was with my son!
I'm feeling bloody awfully sick, every few hrs it comes on, and is not nice, but i'll survive oh and my boobs started to ache today, not majorly just like my nipples are a bit heavier, i guess, lol but touching is a no go! Other than that nothing else to report. OH no I have been having a few twinges and think I'm suffering with more wind and slight constipation but then I usully do just before AF due. If I hadn't tested I'd be convince AF was gonna show, tbh i'm not completly un-convince now!
I am trying not to be negative, cos pregnancy is such a wonderful amazing thing, but I can't help thinking if this turns out to be another chemical pregnancy, what happens if it happens like this every month, always get a faint line and then doesn't go anywhere, even though I'm feeling the nausea, temp rises, bad moods, emotional wreck moments, feeling of bad bad pmt and tender boobs.
Must think posititivley line had been getting darker, just terrified it's gonna start getting lighter again!
Anyway am gonna go make my bed, washed all the pillows, duvet and protective sheets today don't ask me why! LOL
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