tansey

Yes, don't discount anything at this stage! You never know! xx

Shinning_Star

[FOAfternoon Ladies,
Well I seriously have no idea whats got into me, lol. I've spring cleaned the house this morning, lol it would seem my two nights of vodka has put a spring in my step! LOL

I'm actually feeling really good, and happy, mind that was not the story on Friday night, I terrified my poor dp who thought I was suddenly contemplating leaving him. Everything got on top of me, I was suddenly doomed with the difficulty in us getting a bigger house, plus my not getting a job and even started thinking oh my god, maybe I'm being completly selfish in wanting a baby, I asked dp outright if he felt we were being silly, he got really upset, though I was packing my bags to go live with my mum. It certainly wasn't him though, I love him to the ends of earth and back again, never felt like that before about anyone, and I thought I'd had my big love when I was seventeen. Hey ho. All is good, anyway I'm ok now but it came completly out of the blue and I really panicked and started to worry abt ttc and our house and if I can get a job and feeling like my course was falling apart. and quick as it cam on I fell asleep and it was gone.

Anyway, apart from this little episode, which cld of been down to pmt or tiredness, who knows. Thats abt it, my temperatures completly gone out of the window. So we'll wait until next cycle and do it seriously. Get dp involved too.

Oh well signing off for now, Love and Hugs to all
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Rah

HIYA

Just popping by to say hi so i can also stalk your diary and symptom spotting lol
Not long to go now...9 days ish
Sarah

Shinning_Star

celine

Hi Shinnning Star, hope all goes well for your testing day..

yaya

How are you today hun?

When are you planning on testing by the way?



Yaya xxx

Shinning_Star

Was gonna be a good girl and test on af due date, but me and dp have relinquished and decided to test on Sunday Morning!

I really couldn't say what my chances are, I feel moody as hell, don't wanna speak to noone, no pains, er, can't say if feel wetter 'down there' or not, cos not really thought about it before. I am absolutely exhausted and do feel a bit icki sometimes, but I seriously think it's down to sun and having the kids home!

So not feeling very positive infact , feeling rather a bit sorry for myself,

Sambatiki

Hey hun

Sorry youre feeling crappy. Ive got fingers crossed for sunday!!

NikiJJones

Sorry your having a down day.
Sending Hugs and good luck for a BFP!!!
xxxx

Shinning_Star

So I am very weak, I tested on wed, but what can be expected at 10 DPO.

Went to London Zoo and was abs knackered, got ill and nearly past out on the way home on the underground. Dp asked if we shld test this morn and who am I too refuse the man I love, anyway keep it under ya hats but faint line. I know a lines a line etc and faint line is gd, etc BUT I had a line last cycle and still came on after a chemical pregnancy so I'm kinda holding my breathe until Sunday and praying this time round it gets darker, still does explain some of the moods I guess! Fingers crossed this ones a sticker! I don't feel I can celebrate just yet, not until 29 when af due has gone and past without the witch showing up! I have stabbing pains in my left side this eve, hoping it's things settling and nothing else! Keep ya all informed!

On a completly lighter note my sister had her eleven week scan today and all is good, baby springing around like a little jester and there's only one, lol had suspected there might have been two but she's happy with the one! Am so excited and just waiting for her to scan in the scan on my dads pc so she can email it to me, I can't wait!

Love and hugs to all

and may sprinkle all whom pass through these pages!