Porun

This is my first month of TTC and I'm very excited.

Finally finally M said go to the baby project. We had agreed that we would start in August but my biochemical pregnancy had us both thinking a lot and suddenly August was so far away and we decided to give it a go now.

At first I was a bit worried about my cycle after the biochemical. But spot on it hit at day 15. I could feel it when i had OV and I had a slight bleeding. I had already taken a test that morning and it was negative. At 11 I took another one and it was very very positive. I tested again at four and yet again it was negative.

We BDinged at day 12 and day 14 of my cycle. And due to my OV tests we had sex only 12 hours before the OV test was positive. And that's great.

Now I'm 5 dpo and I'm very excited. I have a very strong and positive feeling in my body. It is way to soon to know anything but I just can't seem to shake the feeling that this is the right month .

Anyway. I need to get back to reality. Otherwise I will be way to dissapointed if i get a . But I really think that I will get . I can't wait to see in about a week weather my sixth sense is right.

Porun

The strangest thing just happened. I was at the toilet and discovered that my cervical mucus was like when OV. I had a OV test in my bag and I tested. It was very negative. No line number two at all... Now I'm wondering. I have read somewhere (and I can't find it again) that most women tend to have cervical mucus like OV when they are pregnant. Hopefully that's true. If I look at the timeline it is almost time for implantation that could also be the cause of the CM.

It is so hard to wait and it is so hard not to see all the signs.

sjnams

Hi Porun

Hope you get your this month and your sixth sense is right!

Porun

3rd update in one day

Now I have a slight bleeding. Not much but enough to see it on the toiletpaper. Hopefully it means implantation bleeding. It could very well be due to the timetable.

Rumpskin

Good luck my darling xxx

Porun

Moodswings. That's a sign of prengancy. I was totally weird at work today. A collegue of mine called me a pushed a deadline forward by a whole week. I was up my ears with other tasks and I almost bursted into tears of impotence. Nothing I would normally do.... never ever!

I really hope to get a good reason for my untimely moodswings. This is not the first one I've had. My husbund has also gotten his head ripped off quite a few times in the last few days.

Please let me have a that gives me a legal excuse.

By the way. My CM was only eeg-white-ish on Monday. It is still stretcy and yukky but now it is yellow. Whatever that means....

Porun

I'm bleeding.....

Not much. But it's enough to make it visible. It started with a little bit of fresh blood mixed with my regular CM. But now it has turned very very light pink. I'm not sure what to make of it. I can honestly say that this is a first.

Last month my period started the same way but remained like the fresh blood in CM until my regular bleeding came the next day.

I'm totally confused and don't know what to think of this strange bleeding. I'll have to wait and see what tomorrow brings.....

Porun

Hope still lives. There has been no more bleeding during the night.

But my stomach seriously feels like my period is coming up. I'll have another day with my nerves hanging outside my clothes.

AppleSeed

Porun

Only a very little bleeding yesterday and then again no sign of blood.

It's eating me up. Can't think of anything else. Hopefully either or a will come soon. If hasn't come on Thursday I'll take a HPT.