Kerryanne

Hey all,

I just thought i would do this so that i could get some sense of whats going on, if i try and write everything down, because maybe am missing some stuff ifswim.

right well am on cd 41, but i have a appointment to see the doctor next week as my af have been all over the place, bleeding for 2 weeks even up to 3 weeks, which would be bleeding in the morning but not at night, also bleeding when bding sometimes.

I tryed opk but i didn't get bfn.

So am going to have a wack at FF, And recording my temp, am sure i will get confused.

Still trying to find my way about how to do all this, so if anyone can help me out then that would be great.

So i have ordered:
Angus castus
digi thermometer
more folic acid

I think thats it, do i need more stuff.

today i feel sick, and i've had a few pains down there, like crap. plus am bloated. cm is white and wet and slipy but not that much if that makes any sense at all.

anyway thanks for reading if you have got this far, and understood what am talking about and here's to everyone getting a

Kerryanne

Forgot to say, as u can see my name is Kerry, and i've just joined BnB, hoping to met some lovely people who are ttc and get some support. and am ttc 4 baby number 3, i all ready have too boys david who is 2 1/2 and matthew who is 16 months.

Sorry if i don't make sense, my brain is abit fuzzy at the moment, what with everything going on. The normal stress of life.

I have a headache now, and still feel sick, and bloated. and quite tearful

Plus taking the course on FF.

can some tell me what pre-seeds are ? And what does POAS stand for, been sitting here trying to work it out and still nothing

thanks for reading

xxxx

to you all

bird24

Hey hun

Welcome to BnB journals

POAS = pee on a stick

pre seed is a sperm friendly lube and normal lube is meant to kill sperm as they cant swim in it....so if you dont get much fertile mucus this helps.....i have been using it this month as i dont see any ewcm at the moment since coming off the pill.....its expensive though

Was you ttc with your boys? how long for?

Welcome and hope you get a BFP very soon xxx

Snowdrop

Hi Kerry,

I'm completely confuddled by all this TTC stuff so I'm afraid I can't answer your questions (I know what POAS stands for but Bird's already answered that question!).

Just wanted to drop in and say: hello, hope you get your cycle sorted soon and hope you get your BFP soon

and leave some babydust for you:

wishing4ababy

Hi hunny. Thanks for dropping by my journal. Your LO's are more or less the same age as mine!! My ds is 2 and 4 months and my dd is 16 months!!!
hope you get to the bottom of what is going on with your cycle soon chick and it leads to a great
here's some dust for your journal.

Kerryanne

Thanks everyone.

Snowdrop- thank god am not the only one confuddled by this TTC stuff, i felt abit out of my depth and me wanting to be a midwife, so defo need to get that sort

Bird24- with my first son i was on the depo and wasn't even trying at all, i only tested because i felt funny and didn't want to drink, which is totally unlike me
With Matthew it took 5 months, which was ok.

But things are abit different, firstly because i had a crash c-section, and i know one of the cons it can damage fertility, not saying it always happens with c-section, but because mines was crash, its more than likely. Matthew had 15 mins to live (When i was in labour, it was no machines or anything that noticed something was wrong it was the midwife) and they zoomed me in right away and knocked me out, to time for a epidural, as that takes 15 mins to work and he would have been died by the time it worked. They got him out within 4 mins i think. I still don't know what went wrong. I know its silly off me to think like this but because my body been so messed up since then i don't know what to think.

And the boys are not my OH birth father, he though he is there dad, anybody can get someone pregnant, it takes a man to be a dad. He is going to adopt the boys, and loves them like he is there own, so its not a issues. They don't see there birth father, as he doesn't want to know anymore, even though we were together for 3 and half year.

So its like my first all over again, in that sense, i want a baby with my OH so badly, even though he is the boys dad, he wasn't there seeing me pregnant and stuff, and i want to share that wonderful experience with him, he is the one, and i haven't went into this likely because of what happen the last time, but i know he loves me so much, well he tells me 100 times a day and we are booking to get married 2010. No one really sure though how things turn out with a partner, but we all have to take that chance.


Anyway i bought more stuff

Maca
Evening primrose oil also as i don't get much EWCM

And thinking about buying pre-seed.

Am going to stick with BBT and then see how that goes and hopefully my cycle settles down and i can use CBFM or something.

Thanks everyone here's for you all

xxxxxx

BexQ

Hi Kerryanne

Nice to read your journal and your background.

Hopefully your crash c-section hasn't affected your fertility and you and your OH will get getting a soon.

When I first joined the site I hadn't a clue what all the abbreviation meant but luckily there is a page on the site which tells what they all mean, I would've been lost otherwise.

wishing4ababy

Hi hun. Really hope you get your BFP soon.
why did they say that it affects your fertility? i had an emergency section (not a crash one -it was me that was in danger not ds) with my son and the only thing that anyone has ever said was that i could be at higher risk of eptopics.......fingers crossed. A friend of mine had a crash section and she has gone on to have another 3!!!!
don't let it all get you down - you will get your really soon.

wishing4ababy

Ps - Preseed Rocks!!!!

Kerryanne

its well known that c-sections can cause deceased fertility and crash can make it worst has they have to take the baby right out, but because my body has went werid since then i think something has went wrong.

There is lots of things that c-section can cause.

That why when i do fall pregnant am going for a vbac, well am having a home birth also, i would rather walk over broken glass before going to hospital again. Even though i know people will be going how can you say that when they saved matthew live, well it wasn't it was the midwife, and it would have been the same in the house if i had it there, and by the time the doctor came and check me out, i would have got to the hospital in time ifswim. Oh and i nearly died in the c-section, ur are 4 times more likely to die in a c-section then giving birth normally.

Its really nice to hear storys like that, maybe i am being over werid about it.

Am stressing too much

Thanks very much xxxx