wishing4ababy

Hi hun. My god - your experience was awful. Mine was totally different and i wasn't quite with it by the time they said i would have to have a section. They tried to get him out with forceps and a vontuse but his head was too far up. I had been in labour for 4 hours at this point - but established labour for 18 hours. HIs head just didn;t come down despite the pushing for 4 huors. Personally i think that they told me to push far too soon - if they had let me walk about for a little while longer he might have had chance to drop down as his head never fully engaged. I will never know.
I am going to discuss a vbac with someone when i go up to the hospital - but don't think my chances will b v good. I wouldn't mind if they said i could go into labour on my own and then they will do a section even. I think the baby should come when it is ready - and not when they have a slot in their diary. OH thinks i am mad and I should just listen to what they are saying.....we don't discuss it that much. I was so scared when i had both my sections - they made OH leave the room while they prepped me - and in both cases he was made to wait outside whilst they gave me the epidural etc. I really needed him there.
I would LOVE to be a midwife - but can't afford to go back to college and do th training.
Cervix is high and closed in pregnancy hun - it can happen at any time and it is different in all women apparently. Other symptoms are all good though - when are you due to test? really hope this is it for you.

TT's

Hiya honey

Sorry I have only just caught up with your journal! But I'm here now so I'll be keeping an eye on you

Here's a babydust farie to help you along your way

TT's
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Kerryanne

I don't know when am due to test, i have been geared up for af, as i have some cramps etc, so i think i might test tonight.

Been looking at my cycles and this is the longest so far. the short's was 16 days. i found some af that i wrote down and totally forgot about (I think they must have been light and only for a few days) and worked it all out.

How are you feeling ??

I know it was awful, your sounds awful too

Yeah i know what you mean by can't afford it, last year i got picked for uni this year for midwifery, but i gave up my place so i could be with OH down here in hertfordshire Must have been mad lol

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Kerryanne

Hi thanks very much.





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Kerryanne

The has came, it very light though. Not counting it as Start of cycle as don't need anything for it.
am going to be BBT from now on.

Can someone tell me how i put my chart on my sig please and my journal ???

So its all systems go for looking out for OV. I've tryed the whole don't think about it and have fun and don't do anything, but it has not worked, so going to try this and smep.

Am going to tescos too stock up on goodies and stuff mmmm........

Anyway am aiming for a for july



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Kerryanne

CD1

Well just feeling abit crappy cause of the . Can't wait till she's gone for 9 months

Need painkillers i think, as the cramp is killing me, it never been this bad

Have doctors on friday, but don't think she will be able to check me, as i'll be on my af, just my luck

Am just wondering how long this will last for. Hopefully it has settled down and will only last for a few days.

Kerryanne

just wanted to say, yesterday when i was checking my cm before period came on, it was ewcm, it defo was it was clear and i could stretch it between my thumb and finger and my cervix is high and short and open, could it be poss that i ov yesterday ??

BexQ

Hi Kerryanne

I never heard of OV day before AF but who knows what can happens with our bodies.

I am not the best with EWCM as I don't really get this side effect.

Are you definitely on your AF or could it be spotting ?

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Kerryanne

it defo af, its getting so heavy now

Yeah i know i never heard it ewcm before af, but it was defo it, i could stretch it and it was clear and look like egg white.

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh save me before i drive myself mad

sjnams

Hi Kerryanne Just caught up with your journal, I think your knowlege of midwifery will come in handy over here!
Sorry the got you, not sure about the ewcm before AF though.....was that the only ewcm you have had this cycle???
Good luck with getting a July