trishk

Hi I just came along this site which I think offers amazing support for people ttc. So I thought I'd write down my story so far. This will be a bit of a long one but I promise that the others wont. I met my hubby when I was 17 and we started to try for a baby after I turned 18 it took nearly 2 years 4 it to happen and we eventually gave up. I couldn't cope any more so we forgot about it. 6 weeks later I was in my aunts and I was so hot and nobody felt the same. And she said your pregnant I was scared to believe because I had hoped so many times before only to get a so I was shaking when I seen a I made my then boyfriend drive into town and buy a pack of 3 digi ones. I did every single one of them and still wouldn't believe til my doctor confirmed it. 9mts later Ryan came along. My hubby and I discussed contraception but thought there was no point as it had taken so long the first time and I fell pregnant that month with Evan.

I started a new job last year and I went to visit my mam and the same thing happened I felt very hot so I went and got a test and it was positive. But it didn't feel the same I had no symptoms and I miscarried. Ever since then we have tried but nothing has happened. So I am due my af Tomorrow but I don't feel it coming on and I don't feel pregnant so we will see what happens. Thanks for listening.

Omi

Hi, Bunny and welcome to the journals!!

Sorry to hear about your loss..ive been there so i know how devastating it can be...

But on a more optimistic note- I do hope your journal will be teeny tiny

And good luck, hope the stays far, far away from you, missy!!

, Omi xxx

hollee

hi hun
good luck for bfp, hope its a short stay for you.
x

trishk

Does anyone else feel that they just couldn't be bothered testing anymore because they are sick of the BFN's. Every month something different happens to my body that I think is different and I start to think this must be it I'm definitely pregnant this month and you rush out and buy a test and within 2hrs of your BFN you get your period! It drives me crazy!

elmaxie

Hi there!

I just thought I would welcom you to the journals. I am sorry to hear of your loss and that you keep getting but an hoping you get a soon!!

Its my first month ttc so am still fresh and eager at the moment...but I am sending you

Emma.xx

trishk

Well my af is due today. I feel fine kinda apart from sore boobs so I would say that it is on its way! The only unusual thing that I have noticed is that my face seems to have broken out in a few spots! I don't know if its because of hormones or one too many nights of forgetting to take off my make-up LOL! I definitely don't think I'm going to get my BFP this month and if so I think I might take a trip to the docs just to make sure that everything is ok as its well over a year now since we started ttc baby #3!

hollee

hi
hope the witch hasn't shown hun
x

trishk

Ok she is 2 days late but I don't want to get my hopes up yet! Actually I'm pretty sure that I'm not! I'll give it another week or 2 before I test if I can hold out that long!!

trishk

Isn't it weird how our bodies are designed? Pregnancy symptoms and period symptoms in the beginning are so similar! I wish that there was one clear symptom that told you the difference! Apart from the BFP pregnancy test! LOL. Im late by nearly 4 days. Thought it was all over yesterday with cramping but that is gone today. I have severe mood swings, itchy boobs and a pressure feeling down below! But I know that there is no point testing as it has never shown before six weeks before! So what is a girl to do except drive herself crazy??

hollee

i know how you feel i missed a period last month, it drove me insane coz kept getting bfn's, but didn't come on. i think our bodies can be quite mean to us. ive got my fingers crossed for you x