briwantsbaby

I want to start this journal off by giving thanks and welcome to you all to come for reading and sharing this your thoughts with me....im new to th BnB board and aswell as the journals.
My name is Aubri but every one calls me Bri my husband and i decided to ttc right away (married 2weeks) right befor the wedding around my fertile period we decided that now would be as good of a time then ever so we DTD... some reason i thought it would just magically happen that first month it some what did at 10dpo i got still in shock and disbelieve i took another test and got ....i was totally shock i used the same brand test and my cycle was late (1 day) but im usually regular so i saw my doctor as soon as i could and she told me that i had a chemical pregnancy were the egg was fertilized but didnt sucessfully implant....i was sadden by the news but for some reason it made dh and i want to try even harder this comming cycle.
ths cycle i am starting baby aspirin once a day(doctors ok)
robitussin
bbt charting and opk
and instead soft cups
iv done a lot of reading and i know that ttc can be some what frustrating and it has its good as well as sad and heartbreaking moments....i guess im creating this diary to get somethings off my mind since i dont have anyone to turn to except hubby and he's so opstimistic about EVERYthing its almost annoying .....but i should dh is ready for bed...ttyl tc

yaya

Hi Bri

Just wanted to say hello and welcome to the journals! I hope your stay here is short and sweet and you get yr sticky real soon.



Yaya xx

briwantsbaby

Thanks YaYa....i hope you soon get your soon.....
Well today at Work was Long and Frustrating...it had its good points as well,It was my first day back after taking 2 weeks vacation time hubby and i took to enjoy our first weeks of being married...as i arrived to work i recieved lots of congrats and MORE GIFTS!! some ppl joked and said am i pregnant yet(how i wanted to SCREAM!! i wish i was) but i kept to my self... i work at an gyno. office that i love but just looking around at the expecting parents and new mommies i kinda had this empty jealous feeling(is that selfish of me??) As i stated in myh previous threads i wanted to use Instead Soft Cups as a fertility Aid i was told that you can find them in Walgreens...but i havent saw them there I tried looking at Publix grocery store but still no luck....
Well I should rap this entry up and get dinner started baby dust to you all

briwantsbaby

okay idk were this all came from but i was on the computer 2am in the morning and all of a sudden this nauseated feeling suprised me .... it lasted for about an hour then went away and then today it came on and off while i was at work....could it be that my hormones are trying to balance them selves out from my chemical pregnancy....idk but i wish it would stop...but other then that my day has been gr8..