mizzi

im kinda new to all this, probably bit of a weird time to start typing this seeing as my AF is due on th 12th june, (time to test if it never arrives )

not had any of the usual PMT symptoms though, just feel a bit achey and depressed, if its bad PMT i feel like im gonna explode, hope someone knows what i mean, i dont feel like that though, just wanna cry, (strange huh)
I put the depression down to me moving so far away from my mum but she phoned and i bit her head off

keep feeling dizzy and very hungry as well which really isnt like me, my head feels like its full of cotton wool, also tired as well,

I'm trying not to let my OH see im upset, as i know he will only worry.

any way hopefully i will be better tomorrow and will come back and let you know if the fed up mood improves lol

mizzi

my mood has sort of improved today, still feel tired despite sleeping all night, gotcramping type pains but got an upset stomach TMI i know


was a little spot of blood when i went to the toilet, again TMI lol

just generally feel run down and exhausted, i havent even done anything.

dont know if my OH can put up with my moods at the moment, he's just decided to quit smoking

got this big vein turn up in my leg as well, well it aint huge but its noticeable..

my hair doesnt wanna stay grease free either
wake up and its all horrible and my nose is all greasy (aint had that since i was 14 lol)

one day I'll stop moaning hehe

sjnams

Hi Mizzi

Welcome to the Journals....although i'm a newbie here too!!
How long have you been TTC?

nicola647

Just popping by to say Hello

welcome to the world of journals, hope ur journey results in a swift hun

xxxxxx

mizzi

just a couple of months now, but im inpatient and expect everything yesterday

sjnams

I'm on my third month but was kinda hoping that when I said "right I want a baby now" that I would get my baby there and then!! Never mind, still early days so all good and fun so far!

Hopefully this will be a short and positive journey for us both!

mizzi

Good luck for you

mizzi

its just gone 2am and im wide awake! feel sick and dizzy if I lay down
OH moaned because I came and sat downstairs
better than keeping him awake as well...

cramping has stopped just feel icky but i can live with that

just wish I could sleep

diva4180

welcome hun! and good luck

mizzi

had a couple of hours sleep, not much, woke up still feeling sick so much my OH kissed me bye and i was forcing myself NOT to gag,

admittedly i dont think he was amused

got random spots on my nose and they hurt

stomach isnt hurting now,

nipples are sore though and my hair is still greasy including my scalp

not getting my usual bad moods, so cant complain i guess

anyway not to keep ranting