So, today is CD 4..... wish this week would hurry up and end so we can get back into trying again.... hopefull BBT will arrive today, so we can get some figures down!
No news to report really, just thought I'd pop by.. Im sooooo impatient.... Yesterday I thought.... Hmmmmmmm..... AF is slightly odd this month, so... could i be pregnant and still get AF???? WISHFULL THINKING I THINK!!!! silly me!!! Have almost used up all my pg tests and have decided NOT to buy any more, until AF is ATLEST a few days late!! Im have found myself testing at stupid times, with the hope that maybe, just maybe i might be, even though deep down I know that I'll only ever get a
I think this process could quite easily drive me insane.. am hoping as the months go on I will chill out a bit more and not be soooooo obsessive about it!!
Also had a dream last night that i got a

which (in my dream) I was quite shocked about and couldnt uderstand how it'd happened seeing as the

had already arrived!!! Am hoping its a sign though!?!?!?!
I can see myself in a few months time reading over my journal and having a good old chuckle! I'd never have thought that all this baby stuff would have such a strong impact on me.... Just thought we'd casually try, and when it happens it happens... but now, gosh!!!! I want it now.... I know it'll happen when the times right though, and until then, i think i'll just have to plead temporary insanity!!
Apologies for my long rambling on!!!
plumfairy xxx