Plumfairy

Im half way there already!! Think after this month I'll have to try and ease off on the obsessiveness of it all a bit... I say that now, but I'll probaby be just as bad!! Must try though..

I Just read your journal... my word, youve been through a hell of a lot, so I shant moan on about my negative OPKs... the damn things probably dont work anyway.. stupid cheap ones!!

Wishing you best of luck in TTC, and hoping that you get a nice sticky bean really really soon!



xxx

Plumfairy

still cd 13 and im back!!! cant keep away from bnb!!! ive decided that i HAVENT ov'd yet though... but hope i will these next few days... grrrrr... been reading up on cm... its soooo complicated... so many different types... and after a little investigation i've come to the decision that i havent ov'd judging by my cm... its all a bit yukky really! but there we go!!

oooh on a brighter note, i just found £20 outside the shop!!! dont know if i shouldv'e handed it in...???!!! naaaaaa!!!! so theres my first bit of good luck... hopefully 2nd will be opk+ and then a nice BFP!!! well, they say good things always come in 3s!!! or is that bad things??? hmmm....

anyway... thats all (for now) no doubt i'll be back on here rambling on after i've got the dinner ready!!! must find things to occupy myself with apart from drinking lots of tea!

Faerie

Helloooo again, knew you wouldn't be able to keep away... we all try, and fail!! Currently in my busiest time of year but managing to sneak in lots of BnB time inbetween tearing my hair out and shouting at people! If you look at my journal Yaya gave me a nice lesson on cm on page 8.

Plumfairy

I had a pretty weird dream last night, and its left me feeling a bit funny this morning....

I dreamt that I had a little baby (it was tiny, not a normal sized baby) and I was breastfeeding it... The next minute, my family arrived from somewhere.... somehow my baby was no longer a baby but more like a little white kitten... and i remember trying to hold it but it was fighting to crawl out of my arms (you know like little kittens when theyre climbing out of your hands)

Then, my dad walked in, and the next thing, my baby (which was a kitten) had jumped out of my arms onto the floor and was being chased by my cat... Then somehow my baby was a mouse and was running under the sofa and i was shouting at my cat to stop chasing it... my dad pulled the sofa away to try and get the mouse (my baby) which then, bizzarly was a kind of spider looking thing!!!!

Then the sad bit, my dad caught the spider, but said that its legs were broken so he killed it! I cried so so much that he'd killed it and was really angry! Cant remember the rest.....

REEAAALLLy odd!!! Just feel abit flat now.. I know its just a dream, but its amazing how a strange dream can affect your whole mood for the day!!!

Plumfairy

I know, BnB time always gets fitted into the schedule!! Thanks for telling me about the ewcm stuff on your journal.. I think I know what I'm looking for, and am pretty sure I've had it before, but guaranteed this month when I know exactly what it is, It'll not show itself!! I read that drinking plenty of water helps it to show better, or helps you get more of it.. dont know how true that is, but I drink alot of water anyway, so hoping for a nice bundle of it soon!!! Lovely!! haha!!

Faerie

Hello Plumfairy! Sorry about your dream I've had a couple of dreams about babies being cats.... weird. Most likely because I treat my cats like babies!!

I know the other girls have a whole list of tricks up their sleeves regarding ewcm, think green tea and carrotts was one (not together!). I'll try and remember whose post it was in and let you know.

Plumfairy

Well weird huh! My cats are like my babies too, so that probably explains it... don't know about the spider though! oooh thanks for the green tea and carrots advice... LOVE carrots Hate green tea... but perhaps thats becuase I usually forget to take the teabag out and it goes bitter! Will try anything though if it means ewcm will show itself... I think I must OV late in my cycle though.. havent really had any yet! Off to get some carrots.....

Plumfairy

I GOT SOME EWCM!! yippeeeee!!! never thought i'd be sooo pleased to see the stuff... stil no opk+, but im not too worried about that!

Here we goooooooo......

jolyn

Woohoo - go get those hun xxx

Plumfairy

welll.... its been a few days since i was on here... so just thought i'd write abit!! cd 23 today, and im pretty sure ov had happened!!! havin a few mild cramps every now and then, but nothing major that im gettin all excited about! i plan to test middle of nxt week, so fingers crossed eh!!! things are looking good i think, just keeping positive and preparing myself for old AF to show so as not to be disappointed!!!

x x x