Hi gals. Oh...

all around to all of you!
Had a long, busy day yesterday and felt on

until around noon, when I wiped some blood-streaked CM. As the day went on, I wiped creamy to brownish-coloured CM. I comforted myself by recalling something I think I read in a book saying that even when P the body will still sometimes show signs of AF around when its supposed to arrive. When AF still didn't arrive yesterday, I got back on

, had a great evening then went to bed happy and had a great sleep.
I was greeted this morning by a shockingly HUGE drop in temp: 36.22. I also wiped more brownish CM all morning - exactly the same kind of CM as last cycle, just before AF came (she's due tomorrow). I have to admit, I couldn't hold back the tears when I had a chance to sit and digest it all. I ranted and raved in my head for a couple hours, went to a family gathering, and am feeling better now.
AF's still not here and during the afternoon my CM's gone to a lighter brown and cream colour. When I plugged in my temp on FF, I also noticed that, low as today's temp is, it's still above the coverline. I'm hanging onto a tiny sliver of hope! I got onto FF to search for P charts with a drop in temp and I did find several charts (though only a handful) that show a drop like mine around 13 DPO. All I can do now is keep checking my CM for signs of spotting. Tomorrow's the big day.