tansey

So sorry the spotting started - i know how you feel!
Hope you're having a lovely time with family and friends. xx

yaya

Hope yr well and doing ok hun!



Yaya xx

magicvw

Hiya hun! Hope you're ok!

Faerie

Just very quickly to say that we're packing and it's hectic!! I'll probably be out of the loop for at least a week. Hope you're all well and I'll talk to you soon, lots of love xxx

Farie

hope the move goes well and you arrive safe and sound and everything goes smoothly

yaya

Faerie

A very long over due hello!

I haven't been online for a couple of reasons, one is that we only got an internet connection at home a week ago, and it's pretty rubbish anyway. Secondly, I just felt there's not much point coming on here anymore unless there's a significant change in my status. I was told before I left Switzerland that my next option is IVF and it's up to me when to start it. Last week I went to a Dr here in the UK, as I was concerned about the spotting I've been having and the sore boobs, and he arranged for me to have hormone tests but agreed that my only path now is IVF.

Well, they're all wrong. Because on Saturday I randomly poas, not really sure why as my period pains were so strong and it was due on Saturday, but I now have 3 very strong BFPs!! Trying not to get too excited, what with past history, in fact I didn't react at all to the tests, just left them on the toilet seat for DH to find when he got him, he was jumping up and down. I'm going to my GP tomorrow, and will then go private with a gynaecologist. Fingers crossed for me ladies!!

Just so you know, this month I had lots of ewcm and then bright pink spotting about 10 days before AF was due (spotting has previously been brown). My boobs have been killing me, and I had lots of creamy cm. My pee is bright yellow for some random reason. Not orange dehydrated, more like neon. I'm really tired, and I feel sick and night. Had crazy dreams.

Of course these are all things I've had months I'm not preggers, and this month I was convinced I wasn't. Actually I'd decided I was having too much fun to get pregnant right now. Hah.

magicvw

Hey hun! I was wondering where this journal had got to - I though I must have deleted my subsription inadvertently!!!

Anyways CONGRATS again! And pls can we be PG buddies? I am very tentative too - i need to see a strong before it will really sink in!

So what is going on this month - you and I are not supposed to be pg without medical intervention.... something very odd going on! Well I hope we can give lots of hope to others ttc and thinking they don't stand a chance.... miracles at work!!!

Faerie

Yeah, I'd given up on the whole pregnany lark - but it's what worked for me!! Hee hee, this will be a baby conceived in Canada Course we can be pregnancy buddies! Yay!
I really need a scan for me to believe it, right now I feel like I'm lying when I've told people I'm pregnant. I've just told my sisters and Mum, because I couldn't talk to them and not tell them, but I'm keeping it quiet apart from that.
I'm going private for the first 12 weeks, the Dr says if I get through the first 12 I should then be treated as a normal pregnancy, so can switch back to NHS. Just waiting for an appointment with the gynae. I did an online due date prediction - it's 23 May, my birthday! Taking that as a sign that this one's going to stick <3

magicvw

Cool! My due date is 26th May (except at babycentre.co.uk where it is 25th for some reason!) 25th is my BIL's birthday too! When are you going to get your first scan? I know what you mean about feeling like you're lying - I am going to tell my mum tonight, and I know she will find it hard to believe that I know so early. When I fell with LO I found out at 10 weeks and she thought that was really early LOL! I don't think the blood tests were very sensitive in those days lol! So we will see - I will be going , mum , I'm 4 days late and I have this really faint line on a pregnancy test which cost a quid, and she will tell me to stop dreaming!!!