Well here I am. My name is Beltane and I starting the journey of ttc for the 2nd time in My life. I have a precious 9 yr old son from a previous relationship. Hubby has a 6 yr old son from a previous relationship who does not live with us. My husband and I have been married for 2 1/2 years and have decided to start trying for our first child together. It's been 9 long years and I wonder if My body is ready for what Im about to put it through. No one in My circle of friends is supportive in My choice to have more children because they don't want to become parents yet. Im hoping to find other Women here with whom I can have lifelong friendships with. Wish Me luck!



~Beltane~

Yay & welcome. It's nice to see you in the journals Bethane. Good luck on your ttc journey; hope your stay here in ttc land is short & sweet!

Sending you some lashes of to get your journal off to a rollicking start.

Yaya xxx

Good luck hun - you'll certainly find support on here. Everyone is so great and always ready to give advice and encouragement. Having a baby is your decision and it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks.

Thanks so much for the support. It's frustrating to be without friends who are excited for Me.

Hi Beltane, you'll get loads of support and excitment on here! Good luck with your journal and TTC. You're still young and I'm sure a brother or sister for your son will be a great blessing.

Today is the big O! Woo hoo! Hubby keeps chanting to My tummy. " Swim strong!!" LOL.

Ooh, hope you're getting in lots of bding tonight! Enjoy!!!

Aww, how sweet of your man! Hope you catch the eggie.

Yaya xxx

Feeling isolated today. I keep wanting to call up all My old friends from a few years ago. Ones that have drifted away from Me. I wish I could call them and bask in baby fever with them. Problem is none of them are trying to concieve. On top of that, I don't think the friendships were that solid to begin with because they never call to see how Im doing. *sigh* Thank goodness for My DH. He is My angel.

You're not alone, you have all of us! I know it can feel isolating though, it's one of the most important things going on in most of our lives at the moment but also something you can't talk about to your friends if you're like us and haven't told people you're ttc.

Just come on here and have a moan and obsess hon, we're all here for you xxx