Well Im usually due on the 9th but last month it didnt appear till the 12th, every month before it has hit on the 9th so I was hoping it might come then again, thats not to long away but on the other hand if this is telling me its just started then I might have a long wait.
Yea I think I will post about it in TTC, its boggling my brains but thank you, I understand what you mean now, just wonder why its saying a surge now?
Although I do remember a few weeks back I took one and there was a faint surge line so this isnt the first one, dont really know what that means but I'll ask.
GRRRR Men, at times I dont know!
I think it was a slip of the tongue before her thought but still..
He was having a bath and I was floating around the bathroom just chatting to him and I read a little of my magazine (Mother and baby) bad I know lol, but I saw a beautiful cot and he said "well theres no point think about that now, wait until your actually pregnant" Im like Eh what?? no, Im looking at this and if I really wanted I'd buy it, but I dont Im only getting myself overly excited when I really shouldnt be.
Then I think he thought about what he said and explained he wasnt meaning I shouldnt look and be exicited but dont buy it, when I never said anything about buying it in the first place.
I really shouldnt have jumped at him like that but it irritated me
Im happy to think about buying things I dont really need at the moment to make me even more excited haha!
Tonight I know Im going to be worrying is AF arrives..
Im due anytime between tomorrow till the 13th and if after then I will be ofically late, it just depends on my cycle this time, last month it was late but every month before for the past 6 months its been pretty regular.
I bought some HPT's and pre-seed online and got it today, so shall be trying that as soon as possible, but wonder if theres much point as I have no chance of catching the little egg now, so I dont know hhmm..
Its messing up with my head already, all you layds who have been TTC for months and months or ever years on end my heart goes out to you this wait is very heart renching..
Thought it was about time I updated this a bit on whats going on..
So Im 2 days late for my AF if I go by my usual calander, on the 9th when it usually comes I had a little bit of spotting and thats been it, hardly call it spotting more like blob and thats been it.
I did have horrible cramps that day and felt awful, so I did think that was the start so its making me wonder if maybe something is going on in there.
Ive tested twice now and still getting
I dont feel any different, maybe a little tired but I work a hell of alot at the moment so Im putting it down to that.
So do I just test if my AF stays away?? if so and still getting then maybe its stress.
On another note, I met my little cousin Brook for the first time today shes 5 weeks old and a little bundle of joy, I nearly cried when I first saw her, shes so beautiful, and spends most of her time away stretching, my aunt tells me she spent most of her time in the breach position before she was born so thinks shes making the most of the space now its sooo cute.
I went to asda to pick up some baby clothes for her and goodness I spent to much haha, I liked having the excuse to spend lots of time picking them out with a good reason, see I work there so people gossip in there and dont really enjoy being talked about, so today when they asked they got a no Im not its for someone else answer, when inside Im saying (I might be but who knows haha)
So thats about all thats going on at the moment, lets hope for some answers soon.
I've also mentioned in the BnB threads how lonely I've felt in my TTC journey. I haven't told any friends or family yet so I'm in the same boat as you. I'm in a totally different time zone than you so I doubt we'll ever be able to do a live chat but PM me if you want my e-mail address to vent or anything!
I've been finding my TTC journal and this whole online support network to be very comforting during this TTC journey. Nowhere else would I be able to find such a lovely bunch of ladies going through the same thing I am and completely understand what I'm going through.
If that blob is implantation indeed it will take it a while till the levels will be high enough to register so keep testing at least every other two days hon.
Another day past and nothing yet, no signs apart from being exhausted at the moment.. but Im working alot so thats probably why..
I took a test this morning and still nothing, thats 3 days past when I was due, and today was the date my period came last month it was a little late but I base my OV calander to the 9th as its usually always then it lands.
Im trying to not think about it, maybe it was my body trying to have a period but Ive been to stressed for it to register and thats all Im getting for this month, mind you Ive never had anything like it in my life even with stress it normally just never comes if thats the problem.
So Im hearing conflicting info on the surge of the hormones that will give me a positive test, some say that it would be from when the "blob" happened, others a week or so maybe even more, so I dont know what to think..
to you.
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