Farie

Hey sweetie, just wanted you to know we are thinking of you

Lu28

Thanks for all your messages and support girls, it means alot

I think the break did me good, I'm feeling alot more sane now!! DH noticed that I wasn't on the computer as much (didn't tell him I was deliberately taking a break) and he said he was a little relieved - he was worried I was spending too much time online obsessing about things and making myself feel worse and he was probably right. So my resolution is to come on when I have a chance but not to have the computer on all night, checking for updates and going through posts - as much as I love you guys, it's just not healthy!!

I think last cycle just got to me because it was the first time we really did all we could about bding the right amount and at the right time, I was so into temping because it was my first month and FF gave me a high rating so I was pinning my hopes on it a bit too much. Again, hopefully I'll be more sane from now on!

For this cycle I've upped the B6 to 150mg and I'm taking it for my whole cycle this time instead of just in the 2ww (think I may have gone a little wrong there!), I've got my usual vitamins and I'm on the evening primrose oil again for ewcm. My preseed has also arrived Dying to give that a go, DH's eyes lit up when I explained it would probably require less effort on his part Glad to know I'm loved!

Stupid cbfm is greedy for sticks this cycle, it was probably confused my the early ov last month and it's been demanding sticks since yesterday - unsurprisingly I'm still reading lows - and hopefully I'll continue to be on lows at least until Sunday morning because DH is now in Edinburgh on his mate's stag weekend probably drinking himself into a stupor - he'd better be prepared to get busy when he gets home!

Anyway, after that essay, thanks again girls for everything

elm

Hello Lu,

It's lovely to see you back - just don't be back too much if it's not good for you!!! (You're allowed a bit over the weekend though to catch up while DH is away! x).

Are you finding it easier to take your temperature now? Hope you're getting enough sleep and enjoying yourself x

Farie

Hey chick
Glad your feeling better, my DF has also been relieved I'm not on the 'puter so much (also trying to have a bit of a break from BandB for a bit -not very successful but I am trying!!)

Anway, big and lot's of for your new cycle

ps pre-seed is WONDERFUL!!!!

tansey

Glad you seem better hun! Hope it all comes together this month for you! xx

elm

Are you having a nice weekend or are you missing DH lots? x

Lu28

Not much to report here, is it horrible to say that I'm really enjoying my weekend without DH?!!! I'm watching all the girlie programmes I can't really enjoy with him around teasing them and I'm watching tonnes of reruns of The West Wing. Helps that the weather has been awful here. Gorgeous day today though so I might end up sitting in the back garden for a bit.

Still getting lows on my cbfm which is a good thing. FF has me oving on Friday which would be cd14. That's normal for most people but I think I would normally ov on cd16 or 17 or so. That works for me because it'd mean oving over the weekend or at least having the couple of days before over the weekend which should make bding much more enjoyable! DH should be getting his shifts tomorrow though and I'll die if it makes things difficult! He'll be doing 4 days on 4 days off, 1st 2 days 7am to 7pm, 2nd 2 days 7pm to 7am. Now if it's the night shift, he'll get in at 7.30am if he's lucky and I have to leave the house just after 8 - that's going to be tight!! It's been so nice over the last while not having to worry about shifts but I guess it wasn't going to last forever!

Lu28

Well I'm confused! It's CD9, still having lows on my cbfm which is fine but I've just noticed some ewcm??!!! Not sure what's going on, I seriously doubt I'm due to ov soon because it would be very early and I can't imagine for a minute that cbfm would have missed it. I'm on my third month of evening primrose oil so I wonder if that's finally kicking in, I have heard other ladies having alot more ewcm once it finally starts doing it's thing. About to pick DH up from the airport, I'll see what condition he's in and think about bding tonight!! It's got to be too early though.....

Farie

I think EPO can give you extra CM even when your not Oing?
Glad you've had a nice weekend ... watching girlie tv when DH is away rocks! I enjoy it if DF has a weekend away/course etc and I get to watch friends re-runs and gossip girl!!!

Munchkin

Ok Lu,
Just managed to finish reading your journal! Hope you are offline coz and DH are
Have you had any intererst in your house in Wilts?
Just wanted to share this with you:
We also still have a flat in London that we are trying to sell - we are on the verge of selling, but the sale may fall through and we will find out tomorrow either way - so fingers crossed.

I also have the 30 minute Davina DVDs and the boxercise is my fave of the three

Thats it for now - catch up with you tomorrow!