jolyn

Hey hun, still early days for yet so let's keep her away for at least 9 months Looking good tho and hoping u get a nice big temp rise tomorrow - don't worry about todays if it's a bit out of sync. I had early cramps from about a week before AF was due - I was convinced that it was on the way cos they were so bad, but it never showed up . Thanks for coming over to my journal

jolyn

Ooh, I posted as you were hun - don't give up yet until shows up properly.

Lu28

Thanks hon. It's weird, I noticed the 'spotting' just once this morning and it was a very light colour in my cm which is pretty creamy at the moment. I haven't had any more of it at all today. When this happened last month, again it was a very light brown colour in my cm but it continued all day until AF showed. So I'm all confused! Hopefully it'll be cleared up tomorrow, if it's another low temp then I'll know it's over, if it's not a low temp then I'll remain confused a bit longer!

tansey

That's it - don't give up just yet. Let's see what tomorrow brings! xx

Farie

thinking of you honey and willing AF to stay away
I so so want this to be your month

elm

Try not to worry too much about your temperatures - you not waking up at strange times can't be helping them, or can worrying about them x

Living near the beach sounds really lovely.

It's a shame we can't all beat that witch with big sticks to keep her away from you but hopefully that won't be necessary as she's not coming anyway.

Lu28

Thanks girls, I'm keeping everything crossed for myself at the moment!

elm

It worked with your OHs job so I'm keeping everything crossed for you too x

Lu28

That's it, I'm giving up on this stupid temping thing - I woke at 6am on Wednesday, 5.40am on Thursday and 5am today! I couldn't wake at a consistent time to save my life at the most important time in my cycle, it's so frustrating! So needless to say my temp today is pretty much exactly the same as it was yesterday. I don't know what to think but I'm preparing myself for the worst. No more brown cm since the tiny bit yesterday morning and another tiny bit in the afternoon, *quick check with a mirror* no I still don't have my usual telltale AF spots. So I don't know, I give up!

Lu28

I'm assuming it's over for my this cycle, have horrible cramps, am really bloated and I now brown/light red on the tissue when I wipe (sorry if tmi!). Still nothing like proper flow but enough to make me think that's it. I added my second day of spotting into FF and they took out their indication of possible implantation bleeding, the gits!

Just feeling completely deflated and powerless, feel like I can't cope with trying the whole thing again next cycle but I'm sure it's the disappointment and I'll get over it in a few days. But right now I can't imagine getting excited about the process again.

I have ordered some pre-seed though and I'm going to up my B6 and use it the whole cycle through in an effort to extend my LP after failing miserably this cycle.

Sorry for being so miserable girls