jolyn

Ooooh morning sickness - sounds promising. Hope it's ur BFP hun, when are u due AF?

KitKat

oh dear i was only feeling a little sick now you guys have got me thinking i put it down to the 2ww madness but when i think about it this last 2 eve's i have felt sick from about 4.30 till 7pm i'm getting shooting pains in my boobs,

yaya cd1 was the 1st of june, i don't really get any ewcm mine is always more (tmi) wet and creamy than egg white had a little egg white a few days ago think it was cd16

faerie omg morning sickness at 3dpo wow

joyln my af is due from 1stjune till 3rd so another 12days away

KitKat

cd 20 of to bed now one more bd 2 go

night night xoxox

KitKat

i ment 1st of may

Faerie

Seriously, I reckon I knew I was pregnant from the moment those spermies hit their destination... Hope I don't get that sick next time to be honest though...

"One more bed in" love it Kat, your poor man is going to be in need of some rest!!

KitKat

yeah it's not nice having morning sickness i had to stay in hospital on the drip when i was pg with dd because i kept nothing down. lol dh loves all this bd-ing its me who need the rest


well cd 21 for me didn't get a bd in last night i was to tired by the time i went 2 bed, so got one in this morning even though at cd21 it's most likely to late.

im so busy 2day i have a doctor coming out 2morro 2 see kian because his 4th b'day is before 1st july he has to go to school in sept and he isn't talking very well so the app 2morro is for me 2 beg them to keep him behind 1year lol mommys and there boys i think i baby him 2 much

KitKat

cd22 can't believe how much i have noticed this month i guess i'm more aware because i want 2 write some thing in my journal got little stabing pains last nyt but i had them last month 2 lol i'm peeeeeeeeing for ireland (which could be down to drinking 10pints of water yesterday )

i'm a little down 2day i really miss my sister.
we have not spoke in nearly 2years, it was on her hen night she brought a few friends that i had never met, they where very rude and up there selfs, kept throwing looks of dissaproval at me and a few other drunken antics but i mean come on isn't that what a hen party is all about? so any ways i said to one of them wtf is your problem and it ended in me having a busted lip and a black eye then to top it all of my sisters fella blamed me for the whole thing which looking back now i know i shouldn't have said any thing but any ways i was so hurt at the fact i was being made out to be the only one in the wrong, and the fact the my sister wasn't having a braidsmade (which was because, her words '' you wouldn't wear a dress would you with your weight'' so any ways i didn't go to the wedding either did my mom or my brother because (my sister didn't want my mom's partner there was the reason my mom didn't go) any ways now i feel really really bad and i miss my sister i heard threw fliping bebo that she had another baby and i didn't even know she was pg, its our fathers blessing of his grave next week and i'm not going becaus i'm to scared to face her.
so heres the reason i have told my mental story i need you thoughts i really want to write my sister a letter and tell her how sorry io am and i would like her and me 2 be apart of each others lifes, but not sure if i should write it because she is very stuborn and her now husband is very rude who would just say some thing like tell her to F of and i know if she does this i will be so hurt, (my god jeramey kyle wouldn't even want us )

any ideas on what i should do?

magicvw

Aww Kitkat! That's terrible! You've gotta write the letter hun. Even if you do get blown out, you know you have taken a step towards sorting out this mess. I'm sure she would welcome u back with open arms tho, and is probably thinking similar thoughts to u anyway. You'll never know unless you write the letter babes. It's gonna be a hard one, but worth it I reckon.

KitKat

thanks hun i wrote and posted it 2day at least i can always say i tryed .

i have had a very good day 2day the educational psychologist came out to see kian, because he is 4 on the 17th june he has to go to school in sept if he had of been born 2weeks later he would only be going 2 play school, so his speech is very very bad and my health visitor thought he had really bad learning difficultys but i'm so happy that the educational psychologist done loads of tests to day and his IQ score was 120 yayyyy which she tells me is very good his speech IQ is only 79 which is very bad and he just wouldn't be able to cope with communication in school so taken the fact of his birthday being a late b'day they have told me he can now go to play school this year and start school next year, i have such a weight lifted of my shoulders because i now know he hasn't got learning difficultys just a bad speech problem, also with him now not starting school till next sept it means him and mackenzie are going to be in the same year at school

i was in tears when this eve when i was telling dh, i'm so emotional was even crying wile watching montel

jolyn

Aww hun, r u feeling betta now? Any news about ur sis?

Where abouts in ur cycle r u now?