yaya

How are you doing Kat? Hope things are a bit better. Thinking of you. Just wanted to send you this hun: hope it brings a smile!




Yaya xxx

magicvw

hope things are ok in kitkatland babes

KitKat

hello babe thank you so much i needed that.

magicvw

Kat,

Have you thought of snipping a wire out of the bloody xbox?

Hun, from what you've written earlier in your journal about your DH being there for u when you had a bereavement, it sounds like he can be your best friend and that you guys should be getting along fine. This might be just a blip u know? May be you both need a break - time together I mean, without BnB, without Xbox, without kids... just the two of you, to talk things through (as far as a man is capable of "talking things thru" )

When you're in a long relationship it is so easy to start to take each other for granted. When he asked you if u wanted to watch a film was there any chance that actually he really wanted to do that?! I'm sure there must have been. You know how things like BnB are addictive, and I'm sure Xbox is too - may be your DH actually felt guilty about being on it so much but needed some impetus like this to spur him into action.

I mean, he could've decided to go down the pub with his mates or watch telly or something, but no, he did approach you, and that means something. I really hope you guys get yourselves sorted out hun You have an advantage - as a woman you are more able to try to put yourself in his shoes and try and work out what he's thinking. As a man he is probably completely incapable of doing putting himself in yours!

KitKat

x

magicvw

Hey Kitkat - ur still up then - like me! Just had a row with my DH too. I don't know what to say to you hun, except to give u big . I am feeling pretty shit too now. I never thought my DH would start complaining about ttc - really. I thought i knew him. Well, it just goes to show after 16 years someone can still surprise you...

KitKat

hiya sweet yeah i'm still up its just gone 12am here me and courtney are in bed but i cant sleep. sorry about your dh yeah i guess men can surprise us at any stage, with my dh i'm not surprised i just relaise how blind i have been, feel so bad for the kids i have, i dont want to be a single mom this is not the life i wanted i wanted a happy family house full of kids and mammy and daddy bringing them up together, i feel so guilty for what they go threw with me and Tom fighting all the time, i bought Tom the xbox for xmas 2 try get him of playing online poker boy did i mess up lol

magicvw

Just gone 2am here and i don't want to go to bed. Just feeling really crap right now.

KitKat

aww i'm so sorry babe is your dh in bed now? it's not fair how men can sleep at times like these, maybe he's just stressed out and likely didn't mean what he said, have a talk with him again in the morning,

babe my laptop is going flat and i don't wana go down for the charger because dh is still up and i can't face any more fighting to night get some sleep and i will be checking in on your journal 2morro

night night love ya

magicvw

night hun. yeah, DH went to bed - we had half the row up and the other half after he'd gone to bed and I tried to reason with him... stupid me

why can't we separate sex from conception? It seems my argument was going something like, ---ME:i have had lots of sex with you when there was no chance of conception, so that proves I wanted to do it with u! and he says---- HIM:you only knew there was no chance of conception because of that computer program, and you told me it's best to do it every other day, so you are just following rules... ME: i told u some say every day, some say every other day! Doesn't matter since i'm gonna ov more than a week ahead, any sex we had yesterday was not for baby-making purposes---HIM: I don't want to be part of a computer program....... I GIVE UP