Hey YaYa

Aw, good luck with your chat with OH, my DB is the same at the moment....it's like I have to drag BD'ing out of him

I hope you sort things out hun xxx

O yaya, i wish i had your strenght, i already phoned gyni, my results will only be in after 1pm

But i promise you if the gyni tells me Mrs Schoombie you have ovulated i am getting in my car and getting a box of POAS's. As i Bded from CD10- Straight thru to CD19, some days TIMES 2. So i think i will be shattered if i don't get my this month.

Sending you happy thoughts xxx

Hi Yaya how are you today??

I am out for this month The kept away for an extra two days just to get my hopes up a little but she is back today

Thanks for all the wishes and messages.

Have a great day.

Morning girls

Well, my temp dropped to just on my coverline this morning so I am expecting AF to arrive either tomorrow or Friday. Then onto a new cycle: I am feeling pretty nervous for some reason - like a jittery teenager!?

Yesterday I was a complete mess -- very blue, emotional and weepy. I was in tears most of last night over the way in which OH reacted to my suggestions that we go away for a few days. He was not keen as he is trying to work on writing a book at the moment. Anyway, I felt ready to pack my bags and just leave the relationship -- this morning it all looks silly & ridiculous. My hormones scare me sometimes -- they are literally capable of turning me into somebody else!! I have been tracking it over the last few months and it is uncanny but just before AF arrives, OH and I invariably have some sort of fight in which I end up in tears!! And I've only recently worked out that it is pre-menstrual hormones behind it!!

Anyway, I am feeling more stable and sensible today again -- thank gawd!!

Lots of love
Yaya xxx

Hi Yaya, glad that things seem a bit clearer for you this morning. I am the same, my hormones are crazy and it scares me the way they affect me. I only worked out (with the help of D, ha ha) that it was PMS quite recently too, but I still manage to fall into their crazy grip most months.
xxx

Sad news is that it doesn't matter how we rationally know it's PMS, we still won't be able to resist it. I know when it catches me I'm perfectly convinced I am right, he is the devil and the world is coming to an end presto!

hon, we've all been there. Just promise us you'll post on here before you do anything rash

Hey yaya, soz you were also crying yourself into puffy eyes and runny nose yesterday, my eyes are still red and swollen this morning from all the crying.

But as always i got out of bed and said 4 very important words to myself. GET FUCKING OVER IT, cause this feeling sorry for myself seriously makes me so DEPRO.

Im seing gyni on thursday afternoon at 4:30pm, and i have good options. I am opting for just a LAP at the moment, i have a funny feeling i did O as i had these horrible pains on CD16, but my tubes are so blocked it won't let my eggies out Might not even be worth doing the ovarian drilling, but will see when we get there.

sweetpea, if i get the opp on saterday i will be CD1 sunday New month to start Bding Bding Bding

As I've just wrote on another thread, getting AF is like a dam bursting for me....I am horrible to live with a week before AF is due....honestly ready to kill my DH and leave him and DS and just go....that's how bad I get sometimes...ready to fight the world!!!