Well, here gos....

came yesterday and, although I had already convinced myself that it wasn't my month, I was soooo shocked and upset when showed up!

I said to DB that I was dissapointed and he was like 'never mind, it'll happen' but I spent the day in a state of dissapointment and when we went to Sainsbury's I spent most of the time in the kiddies clothes section looking at the little dresses for 0-6 months....(how very sad! ) and it was right there and then in that Sainsburys shiopping isle that it hit me how much I want a baby.

It doesn;t help that EVERYWHERE I turn there seems to be little babies and pregnant women....listen to me rambling on....

Anyway, it's CD2 today so the good new's is I have a whole new chance! (It's a better feeling than waiting for my af like last wk) So I have ordered some pre-seed ( I don't know how good this is...any reviews welcome) and some opks and some extra HPK's cause (as you will learn) I am THE biggest POAS addict EVER !!!

It appears I have 28day cycles so my fertile days are 4th - 9th May. DB is on a stag do 2nd - 4th May so I hope that I don't ovulate a day or so early!!!! (Just my luck )

Thanks for listening girls

Txxx

Well welcome TT,

I know exactly how you feel, it was my first month of ttc after my mc and when the turns up. It is a down feeling.

My oh said on my disappointment " come on its the first month, its not the end of the world"

It did shake my head cos at the end of the day he is right, but i say well done you sound well prepared this month.

I have heard really good things about this pre seed and i blame the lack of cm this month for me not getting pg, as i bd alot bit i was very dry which was strange for fertile days as you know you normally have more cm.

My fertile days are close to your 01-06 May and whats better for me this month is that on the 06 may i go to gran canaria, so no obessing in the TWW.

As i am sure you will agree that is the hardest time ...... waiting and waiting .

So TT sending you lots of baby dust and lets see a May for us both!

oh you reminded me I need to restock on Preseed!

Don't worry too much sweetie, I've learnt over the years it does no good to dwell on cycles that didn't work. Just focus on this cycle and hope for the best

Fingers crossed

Thanks Carmen, for you too! (and sorry to hear about your m/c)

I didn't have hardly any CM last cycle and I kept reading about this stratchy stuff I'm supposed to have so I'm hoping the pre-seed wil help sort that out!

Does anybody know when to start testing for ovulation? and what happens when you are?

Thanks in advance

They say to start testing from CD 8, When you do get a positive, that indicates that you are going to ovulate in the next 12-36 Hours... so really it is a guide for you to get busy .

It is also normal to have positive more than once. Last month i had a positive on CD13 / CD14 and i ovulated on the CD15.

You'll get the hang of it, and i must admit that when your doing all this , the month does go over quite quick.

Thanks for that!

Well, I must admit guys I'm getting quite excited about this month

DB was quite a sweet heart yesterday, pointing out that it was acctually a good thing that I'm not pg this month as I have his sisters hen do in a few wks and he's saying things like 'see, now you'll be able to drink' bless him..

I wish would buzz off now lol

Have a sprinkle of some lucky for your TTC Journal.... hope it is short and sweet, and i hope u get a nice May xxxxx

PreSeed works a charm for those BDathlons hun, you're doing well getting it.

Thanks Kypris!

I've just read of FF that just coming off the pill can make your CM dry so fingers crossed for the preseed :-)

Hey TT's

and and we will all be keeping our fingers crossed for this cycle, there's lots of us around the same CD so plenty of people to chat to and share the ups and downs