Ok so I POAS again yesterday afternoon.
I know I really shouldn't have done but I'm finding the whole thing hard to believe! The result was a very faint positive, me not being happy with this did ANOTHER poas last night about 7pm and got another faint poisitve (slightly better than the afternoon one but not as clear as the initial BFP I got on Sunday with FMU)
Then I'm thinking, right T your being silly! Of course they're not going to be as dark...your not using FMU and your still only 8DPO. Test agin in the morning one final time to put your mind at rest then STAY AWAY FROM POAS
!!!
So I tested this morning with FMU and there was nothing
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What is going on?!?!?!
All the tests I have used up to now have been 'early' tests (the ones where you can use them before your period is due). The first two were supermarkets own early tests and the third was a clearblue first response (all faint positives) and the last one (which was negative) was a normall one that gives a positive only after you've missed an af - not an early one.
My af still isn't due till Sat
So do you think:-
a. it's not showing up on the normall test cause I'm still only 9dpo and that I am pregnant but just very early still?
(my af is due sat)
b. I got false positives?
c. I've had a chemical pregnancy?
d. I'm completly mad?
e. All of the above?
My symptoms are:-
1. My nipples are KILLING me, not the inside of my boobs like before af where they feel huge and tender, just the nipple and the bit around it - very sore. When I got up this morn to d the test my dressing gown felt like sandpaper against them and I had to hold it away from them.... what a sight...
2. Yesterday between 3pm ish and 6pm ish I felt very sick and my mouth was really dry like I was gonna vom, then as quick as it came it went again and I felt fine.
3. still got indigestion on and off
4. When I woke this morning (after I had poas) I felt REALLY sick and had to lye still for an hour so I didn't throw up (now I'm HOPING this is morning sickness - but maybe it's because I was so nervous/excited/scared/going steadily insane about this whole thing! - you know like when your a child and your excited about going on holiday or something and you make yourself feel sick?) and I had TERRIBLE indigestion at the same time....never had this feeling before.
5. I saw a man threatening to jump off a motorway bridge yesterday, with police and an ambulance there wth someone trying to talk him down (believe it or not this is quite a regular occurance on this particular bridge - it's got a reputatuion for it and I have seen this twice before!) and when I saw it I burst out crying! What a weirdo!
I just don't know what to think cause I have read somewhere that the levels of the pregnancy hormone double every 48 hours if your pg. So going off this theory the test this morning should have worked really...unless it wasn't a very sensitive test. But I do have all these symptoms that I have never had before and are all pg symptoms
I think I'm just going insane
DB is soooo excited as well, he keeps talking about bubs and patting my tummy and saying that we're gonna have to tell my staff soon at the dance school so that they can do all the very strenuous stuff (leaps, flips etc) cause it's not good for me to do them (i know this is right...and I did do them yesterday
...but I thought that most people wouldn't even know at this point anyway and if it is in there that it'll only be the size of a grain of rice - if that). But whilst he is talking like this then I get a BFN this morning it's driving me mad!!!
Sorry for the longest post in the world and I am probably just over reacting ( i hope
) but if ANYONE can shed any light on this for me it will help me a lot! (it's sooo difficult not being able to talk to my mum or my friends about it!) Has anyone been through anything similar in the early stages of pg?
If you've read all this then you deserve a medal !
Thanks girls
I knew I'd put a bit on but OMG!!!
news!!!!
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