Well I though that since has arrived today is as good a day as any to begin my journal.
So today is CD1 .......
How am I feeling? Crappy! I have a cold, cramps and am grumpy as hell! The upsides ... ummm.... let me think..... still thinking ...........
ICE CREAM ... I have lots of ice cream, and chocolate puds, and popcorn
Which would all be great if I wasn't feeling sick
PMT ...who me?
So who are my cycle buddies then?
I have cheered myself up a little by looking at FF and have worked out O will be over the bank holiday weekend!
Ha ... OH cannot complian hes to tired 'cos of work!
Right, I am now going to go and devour some chocolate ...... roll on May!
OOh a may bank holiday full of Bonking and hopefully followed by a nice fat that sounds fab, throw in some choc and ill plan the same me thinks!!
Im glad you started a journal too, im really enjoying seeing what we're all going through. Cant believe stupid got you, she really had her evil broomstick with her this month doing the rounds, not next month though, no way shes NOT allowed.
Anyway just wanted to send you oodles of
xxx
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Right, so today's CD 2 .. how dull! this is not the most exciting part of the month!
Still have cramps and am generally ratty, OH has been hiding in COD4 most of the day!
I did look at Zita West's fertility book in town but decided against buying it, we eat well, take supplements and exercise so cant be doing too much wrong.
If we don't get our next month I will be buying it and religiously following her instructions!
We did however send up our application for permanent residency in New Zealand today, all very exciting/scary We are 5 points away for automatic acceptance so should have the acceptance back within the month After that comes interviews, Dr tests and police checks, but we are pretty much guaranteed PR
Which means ................... we should be moving 12,000 miles across the globe in about 7 months ................
We have been planning and talking about this for so long, suddenly it's real. Both our parents know we are applying but I think this will make it a lot more imminent
Right, off to demolish more chocolate now as still have cramps!
Spent a large part of last night researching maternity units in NZ as there is 50% chance we will move before baby (who we have yet to conceive at this point!) is born.
So.... CD 4 ...
Still at the boring part of the month (I really must buy some OPK sticks ... I have a POAS urge!)
AF has got lighter and cramps have almost totally gone I was very good this morning and went for a 3 mile run (well, may be jog...) as I read somewhere keeping physically active is important for TTC! Plus I feel horrid if I don get outside at some point each day.
OH has been really sweet over the weekend and seems quite concerned about the amount of time I spend on 'baby forums'!
He did admit that he's been quite disappointed the last couple of time when AF has turned up, which perversely is nice to hear as he's always seemed quite laid back about it, and I've felt quite alone in the disappointment and upset of another failed month.
FF is predicting O on the 3rd of May (Bank Holiday weekend YAY!!) so I have a while to wait. BUT the O calender on another site says O around the 30th-2nd ....... Oh well .. lot of BDing around then just in case!
Morning Farie thought id drop in and say hi. My you really have got it all going on girl!! Moving to NZ and all.
I got family over there too, my mum went out to visit last year but ive not been there, dont ask me where in Nz they are tho as half the time i cant remember the names of the places! Wow you will have a wonderful time over there no doubt , its supposed to be so laid back and relaxed there, love the houses too, always reminds me of Neighbours!! Hope you get your acceptance for it, fingers crossed for you.
Nice that you and OH had chat bowt the ttc, I guess our blokes dont like to say too much to us about being disappointed themselves, think my OH was the same to be honest, think he prob felt he knew I felt so pressured myself that by him showing hes disppointed he'll make me worse, think they just put a brave face on for us sometimes dont they. i forget sometimes he's goin through the same thing as me. At least you had talk about it though. Thats nice.
Well done on your 3 mile run, now you really are putting me to shame!!
Hope witch hurries up and goes so you can make your preparations for Mayday bankholiday. Well think your OH will like what you've got planned for sure !
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TT - Of course you can join our cycle buddy gang!! there's masses of us as AF was busy over the weekend!
Franjipan - yup, plenty to think about! Its the reason we have put off a wedding, baby is more important and I don't think we could cope with organising baby, emigration and a wedding!!
We are setting in/around Christchurch to start with, best place for OH to get a job.
It was nice to chat to OH, he's so pragmatic its nice to know what he's feeling sometimes.
Nearly died after the run!!
How are you sweetie? Good weekend?
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