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Dee_H · May 16th, 2008, 18:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Farie

Hi girls,

Thank you all so very much for all your lovely comments, it really means so much

Tested at 4pm today and got a very clear

Feeling really down and depressed and just want to curl up and hide

I guess AF isn't here so I'm not really out, but I feel out.
I guess I was more hopeful than I though, what with the spotting last Thurs and all.

to you all, I really hope you girls get you

this month

Yeah I noticed that too Tansey.....maybe there is some foreshadowing there hun!!

Farie · May 16th, 2008, 20:12 PM

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Originally Posted by tansey

have you read what you typed?

hehe not hugely well as it was written on my phone while at work!!

I AM SO BLONDE!!!!! corrected now!!!

Nic · May 16th, 2008, 21:54 PM

I hope it was a incorrect but accurate typo! I hope she stays away from you hun, it's heartbreaking to have her show up every month, especially when you think its going to be your month. We're all here for you

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Farie · May 17th, 2008, 12:48 PM

Thank you all

again this morning

Going to leave testing now till either AF arrives or at some point next week if she hasn't turned up. I'm pretty much out of hope, the only small (tiny,weeny) little bit of hope I have is that the spotting did SO fit the description of implant bleeding and today is only 12DPO (I think I O'd about CD19 this month) so maybe, just maybe, its a little to early to test (even 8 days past implant?)

Hey ho .. off to enjoy OH's B'day weekend and think of happy positive things.

Hugs to you all

Jan34 · May 17th, 2008, 13:12 PM

Keep us posted!

KitKat · May 17th, 2008, 21:06 PM

hey hun

sending you lots of

maybe if you ov on cd19 it's just 2 early to test, i ov later in my cycle and normally TRY not to test till 14dpo

good luck for testing again hope the

stays away

and enjoy oh's b'day

xxxx

jolyn · May 17th, 2008, 21:18 PM

Hey hun, have a good birthday weekend with OH. I'm sure it's still too early to tell on the tests. Try again in a few days, come on, I need u 2 come with me onto the 1st trimester

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tansey · May 18th, 2008, 08:58 AM

Hope you're having a lovely weekend with Oh. Fingers still crossed for you! xx

Lu28 · May 18th, 2008, 09:51 AM

Keeping everything crossed for you hon, it might well be a bit early to get your bfp if you're only 12dpo. Enjoy your weekend

Farie · May 18th, 2008, 19:33 PM

So ... spotting this morning would say AF is in the house and CD1 has arrived!

I have VERY sore BB's and am still feeling pretty down about the whole

thing.
However, its a new cycle, new hope and new OPK type toys for this month!

OH was sweet and suggested this month was better as it would be a valentines baby, which would be 'cool' - so that's the idea I'm running with.

So CD1 - spotting, cramping, sore BB's and generally feeling a bit pants, but thing will look up I'm sure.

On the plus sides, I have lovely cycle buddies and lots of planning to do!!!

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