tansey

So how are you today?

Franjipan

Sorry chcik that made me giggle, the bit about him walking swiftly on to the cereal aisle, bless him. Poor OH's the amount of times ive made mine scrutinise my panty liner or sanitary towell and he always does it even if he does get a little paler in the face!!

So where are you at today? Still spotting? Im watching you very closely missy. I dont want to get your hopes up either as i know the month i had all this wierd shannanigans in my pants i thought maybe i was gonna get bfp and then damn witch showed her face, as usual. It does sound a bit odd though, there's always hope I say until she comes full flow.
Let us know how it goes xxx

Farie

Hi there,

CD3 - flow is extraordinarily light and inconsistent, definitely 'bleeding' but really not a lot (only have to change towel at lunch time - not I'm not gross! the bleeding just that light!! )
Crampy and sick feeling all day, no appetite and have not been sleeping at all well

On the plus side I feel 100% emotionally stronger today (god know what caused the inconsolable crying yesterday! Not selling the horse is sad, but not that sad!
Have the house to myself for 2 1/2 days so have already hoovered throughly and about to have a hot bath!

Ohh yes, I am cool ... I know how to party!

Lu28

I'm with you Farie, when I've got the house to myself I much prefer to have an indulgent girlie night in than anything else - must be age!!!

Glad you're feeling a bit stronger hon. How long are you on your own for?

Farie

OH is back Friday eve, do miss him already but like being able to do my own thing

*toddles up stairs to take hot drink and lap-top to bed!*

Nic

Hey hun, few can sympathise more than me (except those in the forces I think) my DH works 28 away and 28 home so I know how lonely it can be. But I also like the time to myself!

Glad you are feeling a bit better though xx

Farie

Hi girls, thank you for all your lovely words

I have just entered data into FF and its now saying CD3 (I think due to monday just being spotting)
So ....CD3 (deja vu anyone?!? )
Feeling better today, just had reflexology and feel very relaxed, flow is now 'proper' and the cramps have subsided a little. Still have sore BB's tho!

I am focusing on tomorrow being a 1/2 day at work, going to pamper myself a little and pack for our holiday in the peaks.
Trying to zone out any horse sale thoughts and keep nice and positive for this cycle.
OH still away, missing him lots but I think he's having a nice time and having the house to myself is nice
Going to buy some CB OPKs as soon as I get paid and also order some pre-seed and possibly the Zita West book!

I am so hoping that this will be my month, I took AF arriving really badly a couple of days ago (still trying to deceive myself that may be I'm actually pregnant and AF will vanish in the next few hours ) hoping we can get a to catch an egg!

tansey

Hope you have a lovely little hols in the Peaks!
I too have to get used to OH being away with him being a pilot - short stays are ok, i can just about cope plus the house gets a good clean and stays that way!
Wishing you loads of luck for this cycle - our turn will come!

Farie

Hi there,
Had a lovely time away in the peaks, we walked MILES and the weather was brilliant
left on Fri night which was odd as she usually hangs about for at least 7 days, but last cycle was odd, what with O coming late etc so her short stay was maybe to be expected. No idea as to when I'm going to O (last month wasnt till CD19 ish but I think that the short AF may mean I O earlier ... OPK's here I come!

We did BD while away but chose a bad position and wasted the poor OH ... my exclaimation of 'oh dear .. what a waste' was not well received!!!!
Roll on O .... I'm ready to catch that eggy!

jolyn

Hey hun, haven't heard from u 4 a while - u ok? Still hanging on in there for OV? Hurry up and join me in the 2ww xx