Poor OH

Just checking in on you. [-o<

Hope you are doing ok today.

H

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Think so Helen & my CM wasn't so bad this morning

Saturday 31st September

Another long long day gone - My cramps are mild so I'm happy with that!

Feel awful though ~ I think the injections have had most to do with how shit I've been this last while!

Off I pop to bed .....

Sunday 1st October

Well day 39 - Day 40 tomorrow & my ultrasound! Dreading it would not be the right word!

The odd low pains around my hips (?) The feeling it's not ok so all I hope is I'm wrong tomorrow but time will tell!

We went & picked up a gorgous grey & white kitten this evening shes so small although shes 17 weeks old & fluffy - Adorable I'm well pleased although I've not seen much of her since we got home shes gone an hid! lol

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Hope things go well with your ultrasound tomorrow!

good luck for today wobbles, i will be thinking about you... [-o<

charl,just went to skope your charts

Update

Monday 2nd October was Ultrasound day! I woke up to quite a show of strong yellow CM I wasn’t sure if it was spotting if I’m honest as it was quite dark but knowing how I have been panicking I left it & went to the hospital anyway.

The obvious was obvious & the lining of my womb had thinned to 7mm ~ to be honest I just got up & walked out I just wanted to be home & have a cuddle. To my shock (or maybe not) the girls from the hospital didn’t & still haven’t rang to see if I’m *ok* in a way I find it quite sad considering she is now fully aware of my state & upset after bursting into tears when she asked was I ok last week!

Tuesday the bleeding hit me with full force *eek*

I have actually been calmer than usual maybe it is because I didn’t as I couldn’t test every 2 days so I failed to torture myself & my bank account!

Never mind I have contacted my consultants secretary who happens to be off on Fridays *sigh* to pass the message on that I do wish to go for the immune screening he said he could pull for me. I have no idea of the name but I intend to find that out. It’s not usually done on NHS so I should be grateful he has said he can negotiate for me to have these tests in the necessary department.

My bleeding has been ‘very’ cruel but I felt a little better yesterday & not so bad today I think I will probably have a good drink tonight & some sex in the city (if Tam leaves me alone, she gets lonely without me you see lol).

I have been talking to some girls on the CARE fertility board – They are a lovely bunch. I always felt quite lonely & abnormal that I would not get past 6 weeks (hey I nearly made it though) but have came across 2 girls who appear to have the same problem & they have given me some very useful information.

For my record but feel free to take a peek (I know you will anyway lol):
http://www.carefertilityweb.co.uk/ph...ic.php?t=19927

I was first intrigued that IVF is an option for those who have sadly experienced recurrent miscarriages & I must admit I’m still that little bit confused.

Onwards an all that ……

Wow, facinating reading Wobbles.

Sounds like this NK test thingya-my-bob is the next step, but it is confusing reading. Wonder how the IVF thing works?

Have you got as far as working out what you are going to do next?



H

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Thats it Helen I'm still baffled! I really want this NK cells test I was already aware of it from Rachie (where is she I miss her advice/not Rach)

It a case of pennies really it's a lot of money & my OH knows I really want to get this done but we know it could be money down the drain to be told 'not a problem' or it could be heart breaking & cost us loads more from there if I have this problem there would be no other way but private! Best win the lottery!!

Next for us is just to carry on I might give up the charting but use it for my CM & stats either that or not be so strict on myself if I forget or I temp late then so be it another one might be testing - day 12 10 minutes & bin it! A boost of hCG may have done us good see your suppose to have a shot prior O day & then after yet they had us on it 3 times a week after O day basically they summed it up to me they wouldn;t start before because of costs Cheeky buggers!

Helen are you with CARE?