16/4/08 CD13:

Busy busy day today! Had to rush and put the deposit down for the flat, as there was another couple interested and they were supposedly going in this afternoon to put a deposit down. So the flat is officially held for us while we sort out bank references and other such fun stuff. Hopefully should start moving in a couple of weeks

As for the TTC stuff: No BD last night. Went to pics with OH and didn't get home til late. Was a nice night.
CM is getting almost eggwhite-ish. It's still almost creamy, but not really, compared to what it has been like. I'm not even sure if I'll O at all this month, if the pill is still in my system. Sigh. We'll see. Having mild cramping on and off, too, throughout the day. Also strange feeling in lower abomen if I lean forward when I'm sitting down. Very odd indeed! Mega tired too, but thats only because I got up at a sensible time today! Felt strangely travelsick earlier on, even though I was driving and not in the back seat, which is when I normally get travel sick. I think it was hunger more than anything else. My stomach was actually hurting I was so hungry earlier. Was soon remedied with a sandwich and a teacake though

4 letters:

EWCM.

oooooooooooooooo!!! Get girl!!

Can't.

OH is at his grandpa's, watching the bloody football. I won't see him at all tonight. Arghhhhhh!!!

I'll pounce on him tomorrow

17/4/08 CD14:

I checked my CP yesterday. Again, not sure what I was checking for, but I could reach it easily, it was soft-ish, and I could feel a little dip in the middle, which I assume means it was open. Is this what I should be feeling around O?

Haven't got round to checking CM yet today. Stopping with my EPO, as it has cod liver oil in it, which is apparently not good! Will take my prgnacare shortly, after I've stuffed my face with a nice big lunch. I'm starving.

Will update on CM later!

Lots and lots of EWCM today. Pounced on OH even though he was tired and has a sore knee and back!

My stomach was randomly gurgling all night, even though I wasn't hungry (though I am now, and it's nearly bloody 12:30am! Damn!Will wait til morning...)

Nothing else to report, really, except my nipples were extremely tender earlier, and I had to stop OH from touching them. Very sore.

18/4/08 CD15:

Man, I'm sooooo tired today. And OH is annoying me. He's not even doing anything wrong, and I'm getting irritated. He kissed me on the forehead earlier and I just wanted to push him away. Argh.

I'm putting it down to tiredness. I lay down to have a nap this evening about 5pm, then decided that even though I was knackered, I shouldn't sleep during the day (I never sleep during the day. Just can't do it) so I got back up again, and drove round to visit my Mum (which was possibly silly based on how tired I was).

I'm getting strange niggling feelings in my side/lower back again. They're not painful. Just really odd sensations. I'm assuming I am, in fact, ovulating, and this is what the werid feelings are. No BD tonight though as I am so tired. Plus I just don't fancy it and don't want to force myself! CM is still EW and abundant.

Anyway, I should probably sleep cause my eyes are beginning to nip. Hopefully my irritation with OH will have passed by tomorrow. I don't like feeling like this about him, cause I can't explain why it is. He was only being affectionate. Sigh. Luckily he didn't pick up on my negativity.

Right, bed.

How come other people are suddenly preggers when I'm trying??

My friend's brother's gf has just announced she's preggers. They have a rocky relationship. They've been off and on for 5 years, cheated on each other countless times, and now she's all 'oooh I'm gonna be a mummy at long last.' Urgh, get over yourself. At long last indeed. What are you.. 18? 19? Gahhhhh!!!

Sigh.

I can't complain too much as I've only been trying a matter of weeks, and the pill is no doubt still in my system and it'll be ages before I can actually get preggers anyway. I just want to be pregnant now. Why can't we just go 'right, we've decided we want a baby.' And suddenly we become pregnant. That's the way it should work. It's not fair. *pout*

Anyway...

19/4/08 CD 16:

Still got a little bit of EWCM, but not as much as I had been having. Haven't BD since CD14, and we won't tonight as we have OH's uncle's 40th to go to. It'll no doubt be tomorrow, which I reckon I'll be counting as 1DPO anyway. Sighhh..

I'm very grumpy lately.

Totally agree. Good luck on your journey.

Thank youuu

I'm still grumpy and emotional tonight, and I'm not sure why. Sigh.

Once again off to bed in the hope I'll be less of a grump tomorrow.