Back from the doctor and no

this month again

. I am so crushed. I am going to O from my right side again. I really don't know how much more I can take. The doctor says that there is no way to make me just O from the left she said that it is a hit or miss, and they usually women will O from the right one month then the left the next month but no not me, that would be to easy. All I can do is cry it really feels like I will never get my

. So now I have to wait till cd 3 to start my next cycle of clomid and it is soooooooo far away, today is only cd 12.
