When I say 'enjoy my wine' im actually not very hard core when it comes to alcohol so i actually top my red wine up with lemonade !! Not a raving harcore alcholic!!

Hi Fran - welcome to the 2ww! Sorry about all the stress you're having with in-laws, I think you're coping really well by the sounds of it. Now enjoy your wine (you deserve it). Also good luck for 2ww and beyond

Well like I said am officially in the 2ww now. No symptoms to report though at all, just really hungry is all, whats new??
Am still craving all the naughty things I know I shouldnt be eating. Went home after ebing so good all day in work on Monday only to discover hubby had bought Mr Kipling angel cake slices and so even though didnt really like them, ate 2!
Whats the matter with me?? Then to top it off had a hot dog form a burger van yesterday on my day off. I have certainly sinned

Feel a bit lost to be honest as no symptoms to spot, well i could start imaginary symptom spotting but im really trying so hard to not go down that road after the last couple of cycles and so what am I meant to do now for the next 2 weeks???
, already done it
cant stand it and im crap at it
, have got a dishwasher so that doesnt take too much of my time
well, im running out of websites to go on...

What will I do??
Hurry up cycle

Hiya, I know how you feel at the moment hunny, my hubby is away so we can't BD and no BD means no phantom symptoms!! But it means more time checking out everyone else's

Well feel a bit different on the symptom side of things today. Have got really draggy feeling right down low this morning , like Im about to come on but don't know why? Maybe a symptom , who knows? Im not due for period for either a week or two weeks, depending on what my cycle decides to do this month.
Really hope its a sign. My boobs feel HUGE today and I dont think they normally get like this until im due but then they are not painful or anything like that.
Well think Ive got a bit more of a chilled out day today in work so will be off and on all day on here. Check back later .

Well I am off home but have a really good day today, have actually had time to go on everyone else journals and its really cheered me up catching up with everyone today. Wishing4ababy is getting bfp's im sure and I can honestly say this forum is the only place in my life where I dont even have the slightest pang of jealousy or anything as im genuinely happy for everyone on here after all we've been through and it actually cheers me up and makes my day to hear good news on here.

So things are looking up, still got me draggy feleings low down, really dont know what it means, byt the end of tonight im sure I will have looked it up on the net though! Part of me is spotting the symptoms , part of me trying to ignore

Think I may have to go home and have a sneaky little , im so tired at the moment, but i get really excited to go home on a day like today if ive got no house work or dishes etc or chores to do and get into my pyjamas and crawl into bed for an hour before OH comes home for his tea. Thank God I finish work before him, then Ill stand in thw kitchen and pretend ive been cleaning ever since I got home

Ah well. Check back in , in the morning.Fingers crossed with more symptoms to report.

You cheat!! A nap and then pretend to have working over a hot stove all day - I would never do a thing like that you know *Nicola polishes halo and looks altogether innocent*

Sounds like a great plan to me, its good to hear you nice & upbeat and I know what you mean about not getting jealous of all the other girls here, i think its because you genuinely become friends on here. Thanks for popping by journal, and don't worry I won't be going very far, just not posting in my own journal very much for a couple of weeks.

Hope you get your soon hun. Get OH to keep a close an eye on those boobs of yours (not that he'll take much persuasion i shouldn't imagine!!) and I'm off to read more about wishing as you think she's next on the cycle

I know I am a very, very naughty and very, very deceptive person!! ha ha!

Thanks Nic for dropping by, I know you wont be doing much in your journal but its nice to chat to you here too.

Well no symptoms to report today really, did have the draggy feeling up until yesterday evening off an on but not today. Did get OH to check the booby situation last night and it was one of the chores that he was hapy to participate it, hmmm funny that!! They didint seem as big last night so maybe im on the road to imaginary symptom spotting yet again. Well I knew it would get me eventually.

Thank God its Friday!!! I am not in a workig mood at all at the mo, cannot motivate myself, this forum and journal is heaven for me at the mo as its just the escapism I need right now with all this family fall out that's gone on this last week. It has been such an awful week, even started looking at new jobs on Monday night as had such awful day in work having to face the father in law after we'd fallen out in work. Its meant I havent been able to join in all the things ive wanted to with the others in work as Ive had to keep my distance from him. Ive tried to not let that happen all week though as I dont want to be punished for him being a plonker. Anyways my hubby is meeting up with his family tongiht to talk about all that has gone on, Im calling it the U.N Meeting whic he thinks is hysterical so we'll see what comes of it. I have this sneaky suspicion that things arent going to go in our favour but im prepared for it and I know my hubby will back me up and support me no matter what, even though i won't be there myself. Its just come at the worst time as we asyou all know are trying for a baby and falling out forever with his folks at this time is obviously not ideal and really not great but I cant maintain a relationship with people that dont value and respect us. So we'll see. Watch this spcae.

Dont mean to go on about it all in this journal as its not really the 'Trying to fix a family' journal rreally is it but i have to vent somewhere and this has to be it today!

Ah well, im hoping this will be the starting day of some nice juicy symptoms for me to start thinking about , who knows I need some to start looking up on the net to give me something to do. Come on get ready!

hey. wanted to pop by and say hi while i have some time (not really doing much today - am considering this an extended weekend!!).
sorry to hear you are having so much trouble with your in laws - i hope everything gets sorted. These things have a way of sorting themselves out usually. Your OH sounds like a good guy though so i am sure he will support you and vice versa. sending you a big though.
how is that low dragging feeling? mine isn't as bad as it was but it is still there? i mentioned to you on another post - it is wierd. feels like everything is being pushed down??????? not describing it very well am i?
I love that you have a snooze in the afternoon - i wish i could. I have been so tired this week. I literally am falling asleep on the sofa by 8pm!
anyway - this is the longest "hi" ever - how are you doing with the symptom spotting? I really hope you get your this month? have you thought when you are going to start testing?

Yeah big thanks for your hugs and dropping by too. I was having that low down feeling a lot yesterday but not so much today, yeah it was like something was pulling down. I get like that sometimes before im due but literaaly right before af not week or so before.

As for testing, I'm not sure. My ticker says 6 days til testing but thats acording to my shortest cycle as I was 33 days last month but the months before that over the last year since coming off pill were 37 or 38 days. Ooh hold on as i am speaking iom getting those feelings again but a bit duller than yesterday (knowing me its prob wind from all the pepsi ive been drinking!!)

Well irrelevant of my cycle length Im sure ill be testing day im due or maybe before, im terrible i cant wait. You said you were waiting until the weekend or after didnt you? You are MAD MAD MAD woman!!!!! Cant believe im just making friends with you and youll be off to first tri forum soon you little monkey!! Esp as youve been falling asleep so early too, you gotta be getting bfp, I insist.
My boss has gone golfing for an hour or so so im sneaking in some baby and bump time!