I woke up again and couldn't fall asleep... I want to know if I am deploying or not already! I can't wait for the time to pass so I will know and be at ease... but I want time to stop so I don't have to leave and I can be home with my husband! I offically have less than ONE month before I deploy! AF is suppose to come on the 23rd... I am losing my mind.... This is making me crazy...

really hope taht stays away.

Today I had my pre deployment vaccines... small pox, anthrax, tyfoid, and another tb test.. They gave me a HPT this morning and it was neg.. It's still too early to test!! I am keeping my head and hopes up for now! It's coming way too fast..


I have been eating lunch meat like crazy.. I hate lunch meat and this multi juice that I didn't like too much.. I am about to drink bottle #3 in a few minutes! My lower back is hurting today... I still have creamy white cm.. light cramping! I am feeling a little bit sick when I eat.. I ate 3 bites of my sub today and offed it.

woke up STARVING this morning! Went to bed around 7-8 pm and woke up a little before 5 m on my own!

bloating, super hungry when I woke up...

Fingers & toes crossed that this is your month hun!

Yesterday I was beat. went to bed around 8-9 PM.. I was carving juice a lot recently. gas.. yayy..

today.. It was kind of hard to poo (tmi) gas... really tired/ exhausted today! I have been doing other stuff to keep my mind off of testing!! I can't wait!!

got everythihng crossed for you hun. Keep us posted. When are you testing?

I am going to try and wait until Wednesday..all I have is digital here!! ><

good luck hun! really hope you get your
what will happen with your deployment if you are pg? will they keep you where you are?