Omi

Sorry about the poop incident...what a bad day indeed!

those boys are so lucky to have you two in their lives and poop aside im sure you feel the same. And now with the poop experience etc you will be like supermum not just superauntie!!! Yay..and booo for witch showing up...i cant say it often enough- I HATE HER! She's been really, really mean to me this month

Enjoy a non-poop day, Chicken!!

, omi xxx

superp123

I must have done something to anger my uterus because this is the worst AF!!! Yesterday, the worst cramps accompanied by nausea, diareha and did I say worst cramps. OMG I do not like my period at all since mc! It used to be so easy... I almost called DH to come home yesterday because I felt so terrible. Today not so much cramping but the nausea and diareha seem to be staying. Again, I say, just what is going on here? If this is what my period is going to be like then I need to get knocked up ASAP because this sucks!!
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wishing4ababy

hi hun. sorry about that stinking ole witch! hope this is the last visit you get off her for a while.
My heart goes out to you and your family hunni - they really are lucky to have you keeping them safe. What an awful thing to happen - but an angel picked them up and put them with you where they will get through this. xxxx

superp123

This is my least favorite part of the cycle... AF. Why doesn't she just come, stay the night and leave? No, gotta have her around for a few days. This part is so boring. Except last night I had the most XXX dream! I was having a very passionate afair with my neighbor (btw the guy in my dream very unlike any of my neighbors) who was smokin' hot. I actually came on to him and we went at it in the garage. ??? What's that all about? He was older than me maybe 40's, a little weathered but in a good way like George Clooney and painfully sexy. Okay, so I obviously need a life... and a hotter neighbor. Needless to say, I would have woke up very happy this morning except the boys were standing over me when I woke up. They asked me, this kills me, "Is it time to wake up?" Obviously, it's time cause you're all making me get up.
Any way, just impatient waiting for the witch to leave. Hope you all have a lovely weekend.
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tansey

I find i am horny when AF is here - how unfair is it! Hope you are feeling better and she pi$$e$ off for 9 months! xx

superp123

Tansey. I know, why is my sex drive higher when I can't (choose not to) have any? I'm sure some do, but not me. Way to squeamish.
Just had a dinner and a few drinks with some grown ups. Ah, that was nice. Sorry that it ended so early but was with my pg friend and her hubby. She will be 8mths next week. I hate her. *says with a wink* Seriously, its hard not to want to be her right now as she complains about her siatic nerve pinching and how she can't sleep cause her bump is getting too big. The whole time I wanted to bust out the tiny violin and play for her. LOL I know it's terrible. I love her to death, but com'on... am I really the right person to listen to this stuff? Other than a few moments of dealing with the little green monster, I had a lot of fun. They showed up with pizza and beer for my DH birthday tonight. They even brought a movie for the kids. I thought that was very sweet of them to think of him and bring the 'party' to us. Such good friends. So at the moment I'm feeling a bit blessed, even though she's pg and I'm not.
TTC notes: shhhhhhh I think the witch is leaving. Don't say anything though or she'll linger for two more days. Gotta stock up on OPK's, and HTP's for this cycle. Where do you guys buy them? Anyone use internet cheepies... are they worth it? Let me know what your thoughts are.
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Omi

Hiya,

glad to hear things are looking up..im not gonna say any more, lol!

I bought a big load of internet opk and hpt cheapies a while back but since i use the cbfm i only use it for backup..(or when evil body decides to play tricks on me and convinces me i might be pg) so i dont go bancrupt in the process buying the expensive hpt's

Im going on a bit of a healthkick...cannot hurt and more importantly i hope it will help!!!

Hope you're having a lovely sunday! At least you dont get woken up by a hairy bum on your face- cats! !!

, Omi xxx

littlestar

Hi SuperP, I have just read your journal so far - cover to cover.
I just want to say how inspirational you are.
You willingly took guardianship of your nephews to protect them, you are one SUPER AUNT no matter what anyone says.
I had a similar situation in my family where we fostered my cousin to protect her from her mums abusive boyfriend, It's not a nice situation to be in and those children are obviously flourishing in your care - granted they have their moments (poo thing) but i doubt you would change it for the world.

It easy to go green eyed around people who are lucky enough to get pregnant and even more annoying when they complain about it and we'd love nothing more but than be in their shoes. But when we are lucky enough to get that all important it will be the best thing in the world.

Here's some to wish for your

Lazy Leo

Hey hun, just popping by to say hello. Sounds like fun tmes at yours! I think I would have gone ballisitic with the poo thing! But it sounds like you managd it well. Microwave aside - oops lol!!! Hope AF is leaving you in peace and you can get on with the next cycle. She may have won that battle but the war contines!

superp123

So girls... I got rid of the witch officially. YIPEEE!!! She's gone, she's gone, she's gone!! And I put on my skinny jeans today and may I just say that they look fabulous on me again!! Another YIPPEE for me!!
Feeling optimistic about this cycle, I plan on raping my husband repeatedly until I get the desired results . So that's my big plan of attack. I know it is very complicated and scientific, but "when in Rome..."
I also plan on kicking up my work out a bit. Gotta burn off about 8lbs still and I seem to be sort of stuck where I am. I'm hopefull that the excersise, PMA, and ravaging my DH will do the trick. Fingers crossed for this one girls. xxx
Lots of dust
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