TTC Journals

miel · Apr 1st, 2008, 02:12 AM

good luck in your ttc journey ...so you are in 2ww zone now super123?

superp123 · Apr 1st, 2008, 14:39 PM

Yes, officially in the 2ww. I'm excited and scared too. I go from "oooo I hope!" to "holly crap am I serious?!!" Yeah, but I think that's normal. Please tell me that it is normal to have that tiny bit of apprihension(sp?).

How about you? I noticed that you were early testing a couple of days ago... how's that going? Are you still waiting.. Any BFP's yet?
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superp123 · Apr 4th, 2008, 02:23 AM

So I've set up my appointment with the OBGYN and go in on the 21st of April. I'm so looking forward to that pap! Good times my friends, good times.
I didn't think I'd be too obsesive in the two week wait. But I am. Totaly! I checked my cerivx yesterday to see the position. It's just within reach. I read that if it stays high thats good sign, also if it drops and then goes back up agian is good too. But it's all greek to me, as I'm not that intimate with my cerivx yet anyway. I was just trying to get some early signs. I know at 4dpo I shouldn't expect to find much anyway... But it doesn't mean I don't hope. The last time the only early symptom I had was my ass was cramping in knots all the time. So far no ass cramps. LOL

Any how, just keeping myself buisy. Making blueberry pies. Yum!!!
Take care girls.
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Alexandra · Apr 4th, 2008, 09:49 AM

LOL what's an ass cramp? No seriously. Sounds like scary stuff. Glad you have none.

And you're doing the cervix thing, brave girl! 9 days till testing is not too bad. Look at my ticker!

P.S. I still owe you a long PM and I know it

Uvlollypop · Apr 4th, 2008, 09:58 AM

very brave doing the cervix thing that really scares me lol!

ive had ass cramp before it suuuucks!

i wish you loads of luck in your ttw!

x

Capuru · Apr 4th, 2008, 17:23 PM

hope it turns out very good for you in this 2ww

superp123 · Apr 6th, 2008, 03:01 AM

In the tww and it sucks. I've been waiting impatiently for signs and now I think I'm going mad! Everything is a sign, as I have never really paid too much attention.
I haven't really stopped cramping since O.
I have noticed weird parts of my body falling asleep, usually while sitting down. Like my ankles, feet. And when I wake up.
Calf cramps.
My left bood is sore(slightly) but both nipples are very sensitive. Why only the left??? What's up with this left thing lately?
I'm bitchy, but that's nothing new. I always get bitchy week before AF.

Yesterday, I nearly cried when DH said he was putting in some overtime on Sat. Keep in mind though, I stay at home with 3 boys all week. LOL.
I can't seem to wake up the past couple of days. But I've also had a cold this week that just won't quit.
I have a few zits. But I've started using a new facial cleanser.
So more than half of my "symptoms" are explainable. BOOOO!!!
Fingers crossed though, I'm still optimistic, I'm so impatient. XXXX Later next week, that's when I'll give into skepticism.

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